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I'm nervous about tomorrow. Sure I'm excited, but this is the first Kidnap show I'm going to with school friends. If you didn't already know, I don't have a lot of friends at school that I choose to hang out with outside of school. Only those kind of 'oh hey yeah we're friends cause we have Geo together!' kinda friends that you'll maybe hang out with one Saturday night. I just don't like them as much as I like the people I actually hang out with. And tomorrow is becoming a mix of show friends and school friends. Alex, from my Spanish class, offered me a ride home from Kidnap if she could come with. I needed a ride home and she's cool, so I said sure. But then another girl I have Chemistry with asked to come too. I couldn't think of an excuse, and I couldn't just say no, so now she's coming too. Katherine. It's not that I don't want them there, its just the fact that I'm gonna feel weird about it. I act a lot different in those three or four hours at shows than I do in the six hours I spend at school. Like. Really different. I'm just kind of nervous that someone is going to call me out on it and make a weird situation of it. Sure I'll be merching most of the time, but still. It feels weird to be going to a show with someone from LaGrange other than Chelsea.
Maybe I'm just paranoid. Fjfiowjeiorjw. :P
Maybe I'm just paranoid. Fjfiowjeiorjw. :P