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[yeah_thatscool]

Microwave Oven.

Dinette Set.

Fine China.

File Cabinet.

"Oh no, it's a live gernade! Hide the kids and hide the kool-ade."

<3 Stevi.

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[sickofdenial]

stevi..when i was in that gawdawful hospital the first time, you were the only thing to give me hope. i cant even lie about that..you were the one who made me happy. even though i was fried off my ass, there was a little bit of hope in me. because i dreamed such a dream of us, and we were doing something that i loved...i've loved you for so long. i never wanted this. i absolutely despise the person i was.

it seems like i've forgotten about those days. i miss them so much. if i could do them over, i would. i would live every last day of my life over to be with you and be happy. i would do anything for you. because, like before, i've come to realize how precious you are to me. i knew this before. after i had the dream about you, i KNEW you would become a large part in my life. and you have. it just seems so horrible that we could end. especially like this. the psychiatrist told me that you are a potential mother for my children. and i cried. because i always thought that eventually i'd be able to make you happy..and we'd be together forever and raise a family and be happy together. and i want that so so bad. i can't imagine life without you. it's unbearable. and that's exactly what my life has been lately--absolutely unbearable. becuase i'm nothing without you. after living with you for so long as 'one flesh', i'm so incomplete without you. i'm half a person. and when i was treating you like shit, i was half a person. because i was unhappy with life. because i was unhappy with our RELATIONSHIP. it's only now that i have come to realize this. it's only now that i have come to realize how much i truly love you....

i want to spend the rest of my days with you. i've had many, many 'loves'. and i thought i loved those people. i thought i loved jennifer and liz. but they're nothing like the love i have for you. i'll do anything for you.

i'd follow you anywhere and do anything for you. i have so much love for you in my heart...you just couldn't understand.

i miss my best friend..and my lover...my soulmate...i miss you.

you make living worthwhile...