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[yeah_thatscool]

Microwave Oven.

Dinette Set.

Fine China.

File Cabinet.

"Oh no, it's a live gernade! Hide the kids and hide the kool-ade."

<3 Stevi.

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[sickofdenial]

i'd do anything for you. i'd give anything for you. if you were dying and needed one of my kidnies, i'd give it to you..and if you needed another breath, i'd give you my last. i love you so very much..i just want what we had. Do you remember the time me and you went to the party at Khegan Matzenbacher's house..the ASYLUM? I miss those days. 'KATHY, MY MOMMY WANTS TO PUT ME ON BIRTH CONTROL SO ME AND SHAUN CAN HAVE SEX!!'. I miss those days. Or when we would play airplane. And the time when Leah walked in the bedroom when i was sleeping and i told her "come hurr" because i thought she was you...that was a fun night. i wish our relationship was like that.

I feel like you're in maryland again, except you don't welcome my phone calls and i dont know if you still want to be with me or love me. it hurts so bad. i could never make these mistakes that i have again... i just couldn't. i'll do everything in my power to make you fucking happy. i love you so much...i miss what we had.

i've wanted to be dead for so long now. but when i was first with you, i didn't. but ever since maryland, it feels like something has died inside of me. the isolation from you was so terrible. i'd take nyquil all day long so i could stay asleep..and i just waited to see you. i didn't want to be awake if i didn't have you by my side. i'm so sick of living this way, stevi. i know you love me and i understand that you don't want to be with me if i'm going to make you unhappy. all i want to do is make you happy...

it seems like in these past 8 months, i've forgotten what love is. i have loved you for so long. way before you were my girlfriend. this whole summer, even though i had a big crazy crush on girlfriend, do you know who the one was who made me happy?? It was you. You made me so so happy. And at the keep screaming show...you came and sat on my knee and rubbed your fingers through my hair and asked 'what's wrong?'. i felt so special. i felt so loved. I had never experienced what you gave to me. i wanted to lay my head on you so bad when we were comming home. and i wanted you to do the same...because just to be near you made me so happy.