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everything now, i must say, is truely and utterly fucked over and i'm still here,waiting to get fucked over again. why do i keep coming back to you? why do you keep coming back for me? to me, we were nothing that special. I didnt feel as if i could love you for the rest of my life, but im in high school, and high school your ment to date around, ugh whatever. I dont know what to think of us at this point. Do you expect me to just forget about those nights you yelled at me? do you expect me to be able to trust you? do you really forgive me for what i did to do?
we cant stay this way, we wont be able to make this work, "dating" its the same as we were back on October 13th, but yet with alot more history, alot more excpetations, alot riding agaisnt us.
my friends want me away from you, you cant trust me around other guys
we cant fix this, i know it, you know it, were in denial
when will we finally reason with ourself and say its not ever going to work
we're pratcially dreaming of the past to come back, the day you picked me up at my house for a road lesson
but its gone, just like my feelings should be for you
we cant stay this way, we wont be able to make this work, "dating" its the same as we were back on October 13th, but yet with alot more history, alot more excpetations, alot riding agaisnt us.
my friends want me away from you, you cant trust me around other guys
we cant fix this, i know it, you know it, were in denial
when will we finally reason with ourself and say its not ever going to work
we're pratcially dreaming of the past to come back, the day you picked me up at my house for a road lesson
but its gone, just like my feelings should be for you