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scracth that whole entry, i was thinking about it alot, and i admit call me stupid, foolish and dumb cause i am, but i'm sick of blaming myself for other people's actions. Its not my fault at all, YOU USED ME AGAIN. it wasn't me, i had all the right intentions. I might feel worse after yelling at someone, i have such a big heart i can't help it. I've been hurt to many times by other people, i guess this was just my breaking point and i really don't know what to do with myself. I just want someone to hold me, and tell me its alright, thats all i ever needed. I don't know how to deal with this right now, probably the same way i do all the rest. Forget