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i feel so left out? idon't know, it seems like i've been away awhile and i've come back to something that seems all different? maybe i am making such a big deal out of something so small, but it just doesn't feel the same. It seems to me that everyone is doing something, everyone has something, someone to be more exact. their own group of close friends to hang out everyday of the week. 'this summer has been the best' not for all. I don't feel like i've been hanging out with anyone really, just some and work then vacation hit me so fast. going on vacation for me was atcually good though, i had just one day were i sat inside and wacth every tv show i could possibly watch in one day, i haven't done that in awhile. but i just decided now, that i hate high school, everything about it makes me sick. i currently have a 2.6 for my gpa, and i figured that was an okay gpa, went down, but it was still okay. but i just found out that theirs no way i can possibly bring it up to a 3.0 to get into a college i want, unless i get all a's. i'm going to be such a book worm next year, cause this is my life. junoir year finally, only 2 more years of the pit of hell, i'm done with these little 'clicks', so shove your selfs over a bridge, idon't give a fuck! i'm done with these immature boys, go die. i can't stand being pushed around over and over again, it takes a toll on me. i've been complaining about how i have all these problems, whatever though, to much concern, to much worries, so little to be done to change it