let's see...
tonight me amanduh and heather were talking about livejournals.
how some people write so much information in their livejournals that you feel like you are catching up with them and know a buncha shit going on in their lives.
i used to do that. i don't do that AT ALL anymore...neither do they. so hey im gona do it real fast and see how it goes or if anyone in the freakin world reads it..........
so i'm moving back from tallahassee. i lived there for 4 months. i went to florida state and yeah even though i bash tallatrashy every chance i get, and came home a shit ton over the past four months, no one really knows HOW bummed and disappointed that i didn't fall in love with florida state. i've been a seminole and wanted to go there my entire life. i mean..i guess things happen for a reason? i guess i wasn't supposed to end up there? but i busted my ass to get there. went to a completely different school my senior year of high school just to get to florida state...got in...started in january (b/c of shit preventing me from starting earlier) and i was miserable. i have become depressed over the past 4 months. realized how much i love jacksonville. how much i love my family and being close to them.
yeah, i'm 19 and shit and i've got to grow up and do shit for myself, i know, but i felt like tallahassee was just not..i don't know..just not the place i was supposed to grow up at. what i saw of it was not me at all. i only got through it because of ywanarai and hunter. i love them and there really should be more genuine fucking people like them around.
one thing i've wanted to scream to the world is how bad i hate judements people put on me. neverrr have i been around so many people that just enjoyed bashing me and the things i do. plz get over yourself. this isn't to any ONE person....i'm just saying that people need to shut up about me and realize no one is perfect. i've been 'around' for 19 damn years....had lots of different friends...i went to a prep high school...basically all of them are in gainesville. so i deal. come summer, though, i just want to surround myself with people who i have loved and who have loved me back since we were 11, 12, 13, 14....not ones who just want to hate on me because they think i'm a liar and or drunk. it's whatever.
john dale is going to play fccj baseball next year on full scholarship. i'm actually really proud of him because i have been to almost every game he has played basically his whole life. no lie. haha. from when i was little to even now...today i left all my friends to drive to bartram trail for a baseball game. he's going to be the starting catcher. amanduh saw him today and thought that was weird because john is tall and skinny and most catchers are fat i guess. whatev...i'm stoked on him playing next year.
i'm going to live in jax beach with heather and caitlin come mid/end of summer. we are finding a place and basically it's gona r00l. we are going to LOVE when any of you come over, promise.
this has been long. i don't do this ever soo it's all good.
leave me some love?
ps.
goddang i love georgina.
hahahah remember when goddang was our word?
that girl is gona be around for a long time. =]
pps.
people who change their myspace top8 daily are silly. ohhh gosh.
how some people write so much information in their livejournals that you feel like you are catching up with them and know a buncha shit going on in their lives.
i used to do that. i don't do that AT ALL anymore...neither do they. so hey im gona do it real fast and see how it goes or if anyone in the freakin world reads it..........
so i'm moving back from tallahassee. i lived there for 4 months. i went to florida state and yeah even though i bash tallatrashy every chance i get, and came home a shit ton over the past four months, no one really knows HOW bummed and disappointed that i didn't fall in love with florida state. i've been a seminole and wanted to go there my entire life. i mean..i guess things happen for a reason? i guess i wasn't supposed to end up there? but i busted my ass to get there. went to a completely different school my senior year of high school just to get to florida state...got in...started in january (b/c of shit preventing me from starting earlier) and i was miserable. i have become depressed over the past 4 months. realized how much i love jacksonville. how much i love my family and being close to them.
yeah, i'm 19 and shit and i've got to grow up and do shit for myself, i know, but i felt like tallahassee was just not..i don't know..just not the place i was supposed to grow up at. what i saw of it was not me at all. i only got through it because of ywanarai and hunter. i love them and there really should be more genuine fucking people like them around.
one thing i've wanted to scream to the world is how bad i hate judements people put on me. neverrr have i been around so many people that just enjoyed bashing me and the things i do. plz get over yourself. this isn't to any ONE person....i'm just saying that people need to shut up about me and realize no one is perfect. i've been 'around' for 19 damn years....had lots of different friends...i went to a prep high school...basically all of them are in gainesville. so i deal. come summer, though, i just want to surround myself with people who i have loved and who have loved me back since we were 11, 12, 13, 14....not ones who just want to hate on me because they think i'm a liar and or drunk. it's whatever.
john dale is going to play fccj baseball next year on full scholarship. i'm actually really proud of him because i have been to almost every game he has played basically his whole life. no lie. haha. from when i was little to even now...today i left all my friends to drive to bartram trail for a baseball game. he's going to be the starting catcher. amanduh saw him today and thought that was weird because john is tall and skinny and most catchers are fat i guess. whatev...i'm stoked on him playing next year.
i'm going to live in jax beach with heather and caitlin come mid/end of summer. we are finding a place and basically it's gona r00l. we are going to LOVE when any of you come over, promise.
this has been long. i don't do this ever soo it's all good.
leave me some love?
ps.
goddang i love georgina.
hahahah remember when goddang was our word?
that girl is gona be around for a long time. =]
pps.
people who change their myspace top8 daily are silly. ohhh gosh.