please, dont do heroin
i feel like the fact that i got clean has made me extremely paranoid. im consitently questioning everyone around me, wondering who is doing what drugs, and what they're stealing from me.
just so everyone knows, im not doing drugs. and im not really anorexic, or balemic, or any type of self induced sick.
i hate the fact that i ever touched that horrible substance, for it has ruined my closeness to God, myself, my family, my boy. everything.
i can speak in antoher language to someone and feel like im in another world, but im not. im here, still.
and im clean, still.
please stop pressuring me to get back into smack, junk, h, anything you wanna call it.
i stopped having nightmares about the shit, now i just wanna stop hearing about it.
it isnt cool to pretend like you have a drug problem, i take it very seriously.
it isnt cool to read that this persons doing this drug, or this persons strung out.
cause if you say something like that to me, dont expect me to not call the cops. cause i will. and i wont think twice.
if you ask me for help, mean it.
because im never going to stop helping. ever.
just so everyone knows, im not doing drugs. and im not really anorexic, or balemic, or any type of self induced sick.
i hate the fact that i ever touched that horrible substance, for it has ruined my closeness to God, myself, my family, my boy. everything.
i can speak in antoher language to someone and feel like im in another world, but im not. im here, still.
and im clean, still.
please stop pressuring me to get back into smack, junk, h, anything you wanna call it.
i stopped having nightmares about the shit, now i just wanna stop hearing about it.
it isnt cool to pretend like you have a drug problem, i take it very seriously.
it isnt cool to read that this persons doing this drug, or this persons strung out.
cause if you say something like that to me, dont expect me to not call the cops. cause i will. and i wont think twice.
if you ask me for help, mean it.
because im never going to stop helping. ever.