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What the fuck is wrong with you? Who the fuck do you think you are? I really cared for you. My affection for you was growing. I was willing to give you a second chance and you destroyed that in one fell swoop. God knows why I cared. You asked me all the time why I cared. You say you put so much into me. You didn't give me shit. All you did was take. You never even met me halfway. I drove to see you each time. I listened to all of your one-sided phone calls. You never asked me how my day was, how I was doing. You said you loved me. After two fucking weeks. Is this what you call love? Is this how you treat the people you love? I don't want your so-called love. You say your life is really stressful and I'm never there. You think my life isn't stressful? You don't even think to ask. So you have a girlfriend, but I'm still your girl. Bull-fucking-shit. You say you feel like you're just a booty call to me. You weren't. You were always something more. You said you didn't understand why I was so mad. Don't you get it, you thick fuck? You can't be a booty call if you have a girlfriend. It doesn't work like that. You made me the other woman. Now I feel stupid and guilty and used and foolish for ever trusting you. This is what I get for my naivete and faith in humanity. It turns out people don't deserve the benefit of the doubt. When I asked you why you didn't tell me you had a girlfriend you said "You did not ask." What the fuck kind of logic is that? I don't need your dependence and emotional greed. We don't have a relationship of any sort. I nothing you. I went out on a limb giving you a chance. My friends didn't like you and thought I was being stupid giving you a chance. Turns out they were right. You didn't even make me feel welcome in your home when I said over. You're broken and I sure as shit am not going to be the one to fix you. Not when you can't even try to be an equal partner. You said I blew you off a lot. I don't do that. You must have me confused with someone else. I'm glad I broke up with you when I did. Who know what kind of damage you would have done if we had still be together. I don't deserve this shit. I was nothing but supportive to you. I don't even know if this "girlfriend" is real. You could just being playing head games with me. You always said you were so open and honest. I never fucking lied to you. Except about showing the picture of your dick to other people. I did do that. Your lie of omission hurt me more than someone seeing your junk could ever hurt you. You could have come and seen me. You had time. I know you did. You just couldn't be arsed to put forth the effort. Well, fuck you. I wash my hands of you. And even though you hurt me, I'll get over it. You will have had no lasting impression on my life other than the tattoo on the back of my neck. I have no regrets. Can you say the same?