its good to be alive

[yea_playa_07]

well today was shit, the highlight of my day was probably almost falling asleep in math, o man i was tired... i have so much on my mind, and no one ever wants to stop and listen to me for a change. you start comparing urself to other girls and picking out ur bad qualities that might not actually be bad at all but u think are becuz its just a way to put urself down, and u tend to become jealous of other girls, espically the one that has the attention of the guy u like, which happens to forget about u becuz this new "hotter" girl has now walked infront of his face, and he starts thinking with the wrong body part....i kinda just push it into the back of my mind and finally come across it someday and realize how much it truely sucks, or you have nice people come up to u and remind u about the tragic things and ur life, and how u have once again screwed urself over intil u are in to deep of shit to crawl out by urself, to u rely on someone else but then realize that they can't help u and the only thing that will get ur mind off of it is eating ice cream..so that is what im doing right now.

peace out