Life
Doesn't it just burn you up inside to realize that life is not what you would like it to be?
All people having honest to goodness intentions and living up to the things dreams are made of....
Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could live in that dream world, where would could be happy forever? Where it is never shattered and there is always enough...where you could do and be what you want...where there is always a way out...always money to pay for new and pretty things...
Fathers dancing with their little daughters on balanced their toes....
hanging out with best friends on a dock, talking about dreams of the future....
Grandmothers hugs wrapped within a cookie and baked just for you....
Mothers ...doing what mothers do ...
Someone always there for you....not having to....do stuff...
why does life have to be so hard sometimes?
I suppose it is the hard time that define us and show us what we are made of... but isn't that like saying there would be no good without evil...
I don't know I know life isn't that hard but sometimes I realize how easily you all can slip away...how quickly we will all forget about each other when we leave college and it makes me....empty...angsty...malencholy.
That and the fact that this will be my last summer ever.....gosh it is like...I am really not going to be a child anymore.
anyway sorry for the angst....and possibly upsetting any of you....
All people having honest to goodness intentions and living up to the things dreams are made of....
Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could live in that dream world, where would could be happy forever? Where it is never shattered and there is always enough...where you could do and be what you want...where there is always a way out...always money to pay for new and pretty things...
Fathers dancing with their little daughters on balanced their toes....
hanging out with best friends on a dock, talking about dreams of the future....
Grandmothers hugs wrapped within a cookie and baked just for you....
Mothers ...doing what mothers do ...
Someone always there for you....not having to....do stuff...
why does life have to be so hard sometimes?
I suppose it is the hard time that define us and show us what we are made of... but isn't that like saying there would be no good without evil...
I don't know I know life isn't that hard but sometimes I realize how easily you all can slip away...how quickly we will all forget about each other when we leave college and it makes me....empty...angsty...malencholy.
That and the fact that this will be my last summer ever.....gosh it is like...I am really not going to be a child anymore.
anyway sorry for the angst....and possibly upsetting any of you....