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Friends
hmm i jus like woke up to some
reality
for all of the closest frineds i have/had
which are jackie/brittany/antonia
i was always there for every single one of them
when they cryed/ when they were sad/ or anything
i was there i was always the bigger person
if that makes sense i told most of them
everything well jackie i tell evry single thing to her
but most of them weve grown apart except jackie
but its weird when i think about it
like if i had a real problem like for example my anxiety
both of them would b as fast to say oh its just in your mind dont worry about it
then just like chnage the subject
i mean im not saying there horrible friends
but i mean i dont think i have one real real friend that i can actully go to
and cry my eyes out that wouldnt just go and judge me as fast .......i really dont......
most of my friends i ahng out with r on a diferent level like oh lets go hang out at the mall or something
but i dont relaly think i have 1 true friend that i can go to cry on there shoulder or anything
it sucks when i think about it cuz friends mean alot to me
but its like wtf do they even care? kan i tell them personal things and not have to worry
abut them judging me as fast as they can..... i mean where do i go from here
they r just there n i consider them like my sisters but theres not that like THING there like how do i explain it....idk hope this did make sense even though it was only meant for me to read lol
but yeah it sucks and idk maybe things well change in the future ... i just need someone to be there for me 24/7 and be with me wether it be on the fone or anytthing n just tryyy tryyy really hard to understand what jessica goes through with hr problems and her anxiety every single day.
The end.
What is life?
Life is like a big obstacle
put in front of your optical to slow you down
And everytime you think you gotten past it
it's gonna come back around and tackle you to the damn ground
What are friends?
Friends are people that you think are your friends
But they really your enemies, with secret indentities
and disguises, to hide they true colors
So just when you think you close enough to be brothers
they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin
hmm i jus like woke up to some
reality
for all of the closest frineds i have/had
which are jackie/brittany/antonia
i was always there for every single one of them
when they cryed/ when they were sad/ or anything
i was there i was always the bigger person
if that makes sense i told most of them
everything well jackie i tell evry single thing to her
but most of them weve grown apart except jackie
but its weird when i think about it
like if i had a real problem like for example my anxiety
both of them would b as fast to say oh its just in your mind dont worry about it
then just like chnage the subject
i mean im not saying there horrible friends
but i mean i dont think i have one real real friend that i can actully go to
and cry my eyes out that wouldnt just go and judge me as fast .......i really dont......
most of my friends i ahng out with r on a diferent level like oh lets go hang out at the mall or something
but i dont relaly think i have 1 true friend that i can go to cry on there shoulder or anything
it sucks when i think about it cuz friends mean alot to me
but its like wtf do they even care? kan i tell them personal things and not have to worry
abut them judging me as fast as they can..... i mean where do i go from here
they r just there n i consider them like my sisters but theres not that like THING there like how do i explain it....idk hope this did make sense even though it was only meant for me to read lol
but yeah it sucks and idk maybe things well change in the future ... i just need someone to be there for me 24/7 and be with me wether it be on the fone or anytthing n just tryyy tryyy really hard to understand what jessica goes through with hr problems and her anxiety every single day.
The end.
What is life?
Life is like a big obstacle
put in front of your optical to slow you down
And everytime you think you gotten past it
it's gonna come back around and tackle you to the damn ground
What are friends?
Friends are people that you think are your friends
But they really your enemies, with secret indentities
and disguises, to hide they true colors
So just when you think you close enough to be brothers
they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin