I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE I CAN DO TO MAKE HIM GO AWAY
ok I have been dealing with this kid for about the whole year now... at first it was just a friend thing and I was happy that someone wanted to be friends with me here but it started getting creepy really fast... the other day he almost killed me and last night he was over till way past 2am... I had to work at 8:30 and he knew that yet still wouldnt leave!! he keeps talking about taking be home with him and staying at his house and stuff... I always am like well no your parents will think I'm weird or something.. and how I'd just stay with my Aunt and meet him downtown or something... but no that wont do.. I dont know how to be nice and still get him to leave... I even try being rude.. i talked on the phone for over 40 mins with my sister ABOUT GUYS and stuff and was sitting there and fell asleep... did he leave? no!!! when I asked him to leave cuz I had to go to bed did he leave? NO cuz he got a cramp like a little baby and it took 2 hours to go away??? I got my pjs on, set my alarm clock, got in bed and everything and you think he left? NO!!! its annoying and I hate it.. I dont mind him as a friend but as anything else creeps me out...
It might sound like I am full of myself but I honestly think he is going to ask me out soon... which scares me since I havent been asked out technically since 10th grade.. and it wasnt even how it was suppose to go cuz I was scared and knew it was coming and maggie ruined it lol.. I WOULDNT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY... be like hmm no you creep me out... i couldnt do that cuz it would be the first time him even asking anybody and the first time is someone saying no? I think thats mean.. but I'm not the kind of girl just to say yes either... idk what to do.. I dont know how else I could push him away other than telling him I dont like him... idk what to do.. hes getting too close to my face for me to even talk to him and he always seems to linger when leaving like I am going to hug him or something... huging him would be kinda weird.. you know what would be even weirder??? SLEEPING AT HIS HOUSE WITH NO WAY TO LEAVE.. the only way I would be able to do that is if Taeia was there... so I would have someone to help me lol
I want to meet his dog though cuz shes so cute... his mom already knows about me... she called when we are going to blockbuster and idk he turned down the phone so I oculdnt hear but I heard her and it freaked me out... idk what hes been telling her or what she thinks of me but I deffinatly dont like her son.. at all... in anyway other than a not so close friend..
I think we are oging to Chicago and he is going to take me sight seeing... but he wants to go on the farriswheel together and stuff and you know what? I'm saving that for my Noah.. and he just isnt him.... hopefully taeia will save me and invite herself along on this little adventure <3 or we could possibly go to Rosebud's and my uncle Dino and scare him away... cuz I am not allowed to be around boys accorrding to him... they are all bad and just liek him lol.... idk Uncle dino isnt even my uncle.. hes my uncles brother yet he is more protective of me than my parents lol... heaven forbid sarah and I talk about going to a friends house that a guy... we get tackled and our maeup messed up and tells my aunt we arent allowed to go... what an itailan.. he's crazy. but you jus have to love him....
thats enough rambling... back to work now... oh wait maybe sam and andy can meet us downtown!!!! omg that would be perfect.. my sammy sam sam to scare him away with her nasty thoughts!!!