Sad

Jan 15, 2007 13:11

I took a nap since I had a total lack of sleep due to my roommate and her boyfriend wineing...

so during this nap I had dream that took place in Pontiac at an arcade (after I found out my mom gave mufasa to my aunt) anywho... this place didnt give tickets away they gave away money... well we left after awhile and then almost got killed... I went to a party where I met up with sam... Kevin was there and to my surprise so was my special someone... who I am always too scared to talk to.. I was talking to sam about what I should say to him and then she was talking about her nipple piercings??  well I ended up leaving for some reason and had someone take me back so I could talk to you dont know who lol... so then something happened and ruined the whole time there and was devistating that it woke me up and I wanted to cry.. but I couldnt cuz I was sooo pissed off... like I seriously was sooo mad!!! Then I relized it was a dream but it felt so real that I couldnt take it, I didnt want to talk to anyone... then I went to the bathroom and ashley was in there and wanted to talk to me about ad class or something... I told her that I just had a horrible dream and was in the worst mood ever so she probabbly doesnt want to talk to me... So after awhile I ended up calling Kevin cuz it usually puts me in a good mood to hear about his day and such.. talked to him for a bit cuz he said he wasnt busy and then screaming was in the background so I left cuz I hate how I cant talk to my friend when I need him... and how the phone has to be put on mute cuz he knows I'll hang up on him for someone screaming in my ear... its just annoying and seems to happen everytime I call him.. which is why I barely call him anymore cuz Its just annoying... I just wish I wouldnt have messed up dreams anymore and I wish my friend was easier to talk to about things...
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