crash
I do not feel like working anymore today. I feel like I suddenly hit an invisible wall and could crash and burn. Everyone else is out of the office at a meeting downstairs so fortunately it is easy to just sit at my desk being a good little employee. I wish I was home enjoying the day with Jim. Or anywhere else enjoying the day!
If I think hard enough will I just disappair without any of my co workers seeing me? Do they really even notice me anyways? I often feel like the copy girl in "What Women Really Want," nearly invisible. Oh well. Where else will I get paid this much to simply file and help everyone?? I can easily focus on all the other things in my life since there is nothing to take home with me. Unfortunately with that comes little, or no, satisfaction. Cant have everything... I am finally getting closer to checking out cooking classes. I said CLOSER! Perhaps this time I will actually read the application package! Gotta have my sobriety much more solid before THAT can happen though.
If I think hard enough will I just disappair without any of my co workers seeing me? Do they really even notice me anyways? I often feel like the copy girl in "What Women Really Want," nearly invisible. Oh well. Where else will I get paid this much to simply file and help everyone?? I can easily focus on all the other things in my life since there is nothing to take home with me. Unfortunately with that comes little, or no, satisfaction. Cant have everything... I am finally getting closer to checking out cooking classes. I said CLOSER! Perhaps this time I will actually read the application package! Gotta have my sobriety much more solid before THAT can happen though.