Bo
alot has happened since my last entry....but i went to the store to get lettuce and stuff and on my way home i say Bo, a guy from this summer....and when i got to my neigborhood i was like shaking, i dont know why...and my chest hurt and i want to cry..i just dont know why...when i saw him all this emotion for him came flooding back into me and he like almost well he was in a truck and it was a work truck, i didnt get the name of it...i think he realized it was me...i think...oh god i miss him and want him.....but i cant do it....i just i dont know...i just have like emotions and feelings... i think i had a panic attack and a heart attack and an ashma attack all at once.....it hurt...oh god what is going on with me......