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Gahhhhh I am in such an awkward and uncomfortable place right now and I don't even know why, I'm just fucking weirdddddd. I don't know how to act anymore, even with people that I used to be so comfortable with... and everything is so goddamn upseting when it really shouldn't be. It's just a slump, I'll be okay... but how the fuck do I get out of it
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i love you, and i am worried about you. i think, that the only way to get out of your slump is to talk to people, other than brett. you've shut yourself off from everyone, and you don't let yourself be comfortable. i constantly guard my mouth because when i say something to you, it better be what you want to hear. i think if you are able to just be yourself, and talk to me, venting or WHATEVER, that might start the ball rolling. you don't have to "act" around everyone. i wish when you called me that night you talked to me, instead of saying nothing the first time and being hostile the second. i just want to be there for you. i just want to listen. and i know you have the ability to talk. i don't know if you be mad at me for saying all this, because really I just want you to be happy and I am willing to do on my part what it takes to get you there. but i do know that you can't get out of a slump by staying the same and keeping quiet.
i am here and i care about you. i am chicken because i didn't know how to say this to your face, yes, but i think writing it here makes it easier for you, too.
take a step by letting me know what I can do to help.
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