(no subject)
on a completely different note from my last entry, i am a pathetic loser.
i have become the person that has no life outside of their significant other.
whenever joey goes out with his friends, i feel bad and get super lonely while he's gone, but it never really bothered me too much until recently, which is probably because we live together now. the few friends i do have live too far away for me just randomly call up and be like: hey, come over and hang out!
its gotten to the point now where joey feels bad leaving me at home and he tries to get me to hang out with his friend's girlfriend whom i've met a handful of times and we have nothing in common. yah, because i want to go to a girls night with one person i barely know and have nothing in common with and a bunch more girls i've never even met who are all 4 and 5 years older than me. and this is obviously because i love sitting in the corner of the room, feeling awkward, and not saying anything.
when i tell him all of this and that i would rather stay home than be uncomfortable, he says he feels bad leaving me at home and that i need to get out more. awesome. even my boyfriend thinks i'm pathetic. i was okay until he said that. now i can't stop crying.
way. to. go.
ugh, i need this feeling to go away.
i have become the person that has no life outside of their significant other.
whenever joey goes out with his friends, i feel bad and get super lonely while he's gone, but it never really bothered me too much until recently, which is probably because we live together now. the few friends i do have live too far away for me just randomly call up and be like: hey, come over and hang out!
its gotten to the point now where joey feels bad leaving me at home and he tries to get me to hang out with his friend's girlfriend whom i've met a handful of times and we have nothing in common. yah, because i want to go to a girls night with one person i barely know and have nothing in common with and a bunch more girls i've never even met who are all 4 and 5 years older than me. and this is obviously because i love sitting in the corner of the room, feeling awkward, and not saying anything.
when i tell him all of this and that i would rather stay home than be uncomfortable, he says he feels bad leaving me at home and that i need to get out more. awesome. even my boyfriend thinks i'm pathetic. i was okay until he said that. now i can't stop crying.
way. to. go.
ugh, i need this feeling to go away.