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[ybnormal237]

final crit - done

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[hipstereligh]

I really like this entry mostly because I feel the same way most of the time. I have a large group of friends but it seems that if I don't call them I never get invited to anything. It makes one feel really unwanted. In high school this same thing happened where all of a sudden I would accidentally alienate myself from everyone else and what hurts is that people got on well enough without me. I moved to Buffalo to forget all of those people I left in Rochester. Sometimes I come back just to see what people say and most of the time, no one says anything. I am not even missed by many of the people I used to be best friends with in High school.

But I know it gets better, it always does. A lot of times the best friends we can make are ones that seem to just drop upon us. SO while a bunch of friends are leaving, a bunch of new cats are coming in. So your best bet I would say is to just talk to kids. WHen you are at a party and you talk to someone, even if just for a moment, get their number and hang out sometime. If you don't clique then so what, you move on but at least you have an acquaintance. And also go out apart from Joey. I love that kid but so long as you are always with him, you never define yourself as an individual, but always as a couple.

But good luck and I hope all things become grand in the scheme of things.

[ybnormal237]

i do go out without joey and we have our own friends and all, it's just that mine are all graduating and all the rest are ones from high school. so it's rough. but thanks. i hope i can figure this out too.