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i should really get a handle on this whole journal thing again, but i just can't seem to.
the new year, so far, hasn't proved to be too much better than the last.
first of all, my new years sucked. worst ever, maybe.
then joey and i had a party at my apartment on that friday. it started out with us getting into an argument. after that, it was a lot of fun, but i drank too much. by time everyone left, all i wanted to do was go to sleep, but everytime i closed my eyes, i got really bad vertigo. so i made myself puke, eventually and felt better enough to go to sleep.
this week being back at classes wasn't very good either. i skipped H&A wednesday out of pure laziness. i didn't know how to study for my human rights test and therefore, didn't. i ended up copying off the kid in from of me and doing pretty well, though. great. i did pretty bad on my H&A quiz yesterday, but i kind of always do bad. i didn't shoot anything for photo because i feel extremely uninspired.
last night was a terrible night. it started out really good though. i went over to megan's and hung out with her and shanelle and her mom and we just kind of watched tv and talked for a while. it was nice. then we had to go meet brenna and people at javas at 9. on the way there, however, my muffler kind fell of my car and was dragging on the ground. i knew i wouldn't have time to call triple A and deal with it before work at 10.30, so i just decided to leave it in the parking garage for the night and asked joey to come get me from javas and take me to work at 10.
when we got to javas, it was a little after nine, but brenna wasn't there yet. we waited until after 9.30 and by time they got their drinks, it was around quarter to 10. i was so mad. apparently they got lost and the gpa wasn't working properly? whatever. even once everyone was there and sitting, they weren't even really talking to us, so me, megan, and shanelle just left at 10.
then joey was mad at me because his plans were ruined since he had to come pick me up and he didn't feel like having to drive out to winton to see his friends anymore. and he was more mad because i had told him i didn't want him to invite his friends to bowling tonight because i wanted to keep it small and really chill. so i got majorly guilt tripped and felt terrible for the entire night because he just went home.
then at work one of the shelves came unhooked somehow and an entire shelf of glass sparking white and red grape juice fell on the floor. at least a dozen of them broke. it was a fucking mess. it took at least an hour and a half to clean up. then we had to stay after close to dump water under the aisles and try to wash it all out and mop it about a thousand more times.
needless to say, this morning i feel like i have been hit by a bus. my legs are throbbing and so sore that i can't sleep anymore. i really just don't know what to do with myself, so here i am.
i was supposed to hang out with meaghan today and go to a help out with a photo shoot my friend jill is doing, but now i think i'm going to have to call her and ask if she will drive me to get my car and then follow me to the restaurant so i can take it to the car place there and get a new muffler and then see is she'll drive me back home. ugh. i feel bad, but i guess i'll have to bribe her with free lunch and gas money. i'm a terrible friend. thank you, car. thank you, dad. wonder how many hundreds of dollars this is gonna cost me.
the new year, so far, hasn't proved to be too much better than the last.
first of all, my new years sucked. worst ever, maybe.
then joey and i had a party at my apartment on that friday. it started out with us getting into an argument. after that, it was a lot of fun, but i drank too much. by time everyone left, all i wanted to do was go to sleep, but everytime i closed my eyes, i got really bad vertigo. so i made myself puke, eventually and felt better enough to go to sleep.
this week being back at classes wasn't very good either. i skipped H&A wednesday out of pure laziness. i didn't know how to study for my human rights test and therefore, didn't. i ended up copying off the kid in from of me and doing pretty well, though. great. i did pretty bad on my H&A quiz yesterday, but i kind of always do bad. i didn't shoot anything for photo because i feel extremely uninspired.
last night was a terrible night. it started out really good though. i went over to megan's and hung out with her and shanelle and her mom and we just kind of watched tv and talked for a while. it was nice. then we had to go meet brenna and people at javas at 9. on the way there, however, my muffler kind fell of my car and was dragging on the ground. i knew i wouldn't have time to call triple A and deal with it before work at 10.30, so i just decided to leave it in the parking garage for the night and asked joey to come get me from javas and take me to work at 10.
when we got to javas, it was a little after nine, but brenna wasn't there yet. we waited until after 9.30 and by time they got their drinks, it was around quarter to 10. i was so mad. apparently they got lost and the gpa wasn't working properly? whatever. even once everyone was there and sitting, they weren't even really talking to us, so me, megan, and shanelle just left at 10.
then joey was mad at me because his plans were ruined since he had to come pick me up and he didn't feel like having to drive out to winton to see his friends anymore. and he was more mad because i had told him i didn't want him to invite his friends to bowling tonight because i wanted to keep it small and really chill. so i got majorly guilt tripped and felt terrible for the entire night because he just went home.
then at work one of the shelves came unhooked somehow and an entire shelf of glass sparking white and red grape juice fell on the floor. at least a dozen of them broke. it was a fucking mess. it took at least an hour and a half to clean up. then we had to stay after close to dump water under the aisles and try to wash it all out and mop it about a thousand more times.
needless to say, this morning i feel like i have been hit by a bus. my legs are throbbing and so sore that i can't sleep anymore. i really just don't know what to do with myself, so here i am.
i was supposed to hang out with meaghan today and go to a help out with a photo shoot my friend jill is doing, but now i think i'm going to have to call her and ask if she will drive me to get my car and then follow me to the restaurant so i can take it to the car place there and get a new muffler and then see is she'll drive me back home. ugh. i feel bad, but i guess i'll have to bribe her with free lunch and gas money. i'm a terrible friend. thank you, car. thank you, dad. wonder how many hundreds of dollars this is gonna cost me.