Aug 07, 2004 22:56
today i went to carousel. i think my dad was on drugs when he asked me if i wanted to go to the mall. he usually is liek no you cant go theres boys and your a girla dn my daughter and boys are bad!! lol
well we seen little black book. i got teary eyed, my dad even did :p got 3 shirts. 2 zumiez's tshirts and a hottopic one. then i visited some people in cyber station. i was happy to hang otu with lindsey and steph. i seen justin for a bit. i missed him. eventually i seen darryl and rahkeem for 30 seconds. i was leaven :/ on my way out i seen mike.. touched his arm and said bye. lol he looked so shocked to see me, it made me laugh.
got here and hungout with michelle and marty. their daughter is so cute. Im an aunt!!
rented movies. watched confessions of the teenage drama queen. next texas chainsaw masicare.. and old camp or something.its about war and has nicole kidman in it. (i really cant spell)
i talked with my dad about love after seeing that movie today on the ride to his house. he just kept telling me i was too young to find someone to love for the rest of my life. lol i was liek i know and i understand and i even tell myself that, but thats not the point in the conversation. i was trying to tell him i was sick of the 2-4 week relationships. i just want to get a ilttle more serious to knwo that i can do it when it comes timeand stuff. he didnt get it, but i wasnt mad. i wasnt sad, or happy. i was thinking, and it wasnt a bad thinking. i dont even know what i was thinking about. just looking at things around and wondering. i liked that feeling. it was liek i was in a world of clouds, and funny shapes to guess at. lol anyways.. im bored :P