Day 2: secret
Title: DAY2: SECRET
A/N: this is my first time writing a whole story in Jiyong POV I might suck at it big time. I hope you enjoy it. LOL it has nothing to do with Christmas.. sorry.. I just need to vent my YG family stress hahaha
Can you keep a secret?
I had to for a long long time. My family was well known in the business world. Our image is what we live for. What others thought about us can first before anything else.
I had realized that I was gay long time ago And I had admitted it to my family. They took it really hard. But they couldn’t kick me out I was after all the Kwon heir to the industry and not to mention the child music prodigy. My image was also important for the family. They vowed to keep my sexuality a secret saying as long as I was careful a problem.
But that isn’t the major secret problem that I have now. It was much more simpler that being gay but it was more Taboo in my family.
Even though we were in the business world we had business that spread even to the music world.
I was now a trainee and also a producer for SM entertainment. A company the is owned by my father but is run by his brother. So I don’t really have any say in it.
It was expected from us to show complete loyalty to our companies. But I however was deeply fond of another company. You could call me a fan especially for a certain artist in that company. His name is Dong Young Bae,he is just a few months older than me and also a training artist.
It was so hard being different with my family. I had to be very good at pretending when we had gatherings and talked about other companies. Or when we watched performances when both companies would be participating even award shows.
I couldn’t cheer when Young Bae or YG family had done well or had been nominated for an award. I had to walk away from my family or circle of friends lock myself in a room and celebrate there.
I couldn’t be sad when Young Bae doesn’t get a nomination or when the YG family gets into scandals or they get bashed by blinded other Kpop fans.
I had to keep my feelings bottled up and had to wait until I was in the safety of my room to cry and show my support for them.
I had to secretly go and watch their concert and see Young Bae personally.
I remember the time I run into him in the backstage. He was so nice to me. He even asked me for my number. Even our friendship I had to keep a secret. Just like the love I feel or him.
I could only keep Young Bae’s posters and YG family posters in my secret hidden room and when I was alone.
If someone came into my room I had to be quick to hide them all and make sure nothing was out of place.
I also had to have a secret wardrobe too, to keep all the Young Bae goods and YG family jackets and shirts that I kept.
Birthdays were also terrible I was always given the wrong goods from the wrong music company and I wasn’t allowed to invite other artist not from our company.
Then my life changed.
YG family had entered into the stock market. My father being a businessman saw the potential o the company and immediately bought stocks it wasn’t enough to have the majority of the stocks but it was significant enough.
I asked my father if I could transfer to YG as a trainee. Reasoning that it would be nice of a family was also in that company too. My father didn’t seem to object this thinking that me there would eb another asset for him financially.
I entered the training room, running my hands across the wall.
The environment alone was so different. It was so conducive to making music and I could feel different beats in my head. I couldn’t wait to s in my head. I couldn’t wait to get to the recording room and work on some songs.
I was making my way to the recording studio when I felt a strong hands grab me.
“hi!” He happily greeted hugging me.
I smile widely realizing who it was.
“Hi bae!” I reply hugging him.
“I’m so glad you are already here” Young Bae whispers to me and I couldn’t help but bury my face into the crook of his neck.
“I am too.” I whisper back.
We were interrupted when another man came to us.
“Hi Hyung!” He greets.
“hey!” Young bae greets back.
I step away from Young Bae bow to the stranger but Young Bae pulls me back closer to him.
“Bae, we have to be more careful” Jiyong whispers.
“No need for that here” Young Bae whispers back.
“Hyung, YG sajangnim asked me to call you guys. Its time to introduce him to the family” The younger man said.
“okay well follow you” Young Bae said holding my hand in his.
I didn’t know what to think or make of it.
“I have a secret too Jiyong” Young Bae starts.
“what is it” I nervously ask.
“I like you a lot not just the friendly type” Young Bae says looking directly into my eyes.
I couldn’t breathe “I love you too” I whisper back and Young Bae hugs me again.
We entered the room and every member of YG family was there. I was introduced and they introduced themselves too.
After the introductions Young bae wrapped me in a tight hug.him standing behind me his chin resting in my shoulders as I faced the other Family members who were just giggling and smiling at us.
“bae” I whisper not sure what to do.
“Shhh its okay we would never had to keep a secret inside our own house” Young bae replied smiling at the others.
“It’s okay GD no need to feel stressed. We’ve known for a long time how Young bae feels about you and were are not going to stop him. Ofcourse there are rules.” YG told me
I just nodded.
“first you will never have to worry about anything that happens inside the building, we have no secrets here and we are very good of keeping secrets from the outside world so just feel at home. Second well be more careful outside we can’t control those. Third love and trust each other always.fourth we are your family now, no secrets no nothing if you have trouble just let us know” Yg finished and the rest of the members cheered back.
I couldn’t do anything but to keep on thanking them.
I guess keeping a secret with a family like them isn’t so hard after all.
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A/N how was it? Tell me tell me?? Hehehhehe Now off to try and write using the picture or gif hahha if I ever get over staring at them