dannosso distacco 6/6 part 1
Title: Dannoso Distacco
Pairing: Baeri, GDYB, mentioned ToDae
Rating: PG13 (for this version0
Genre: Romance
Summary: What would Jiyong do if someone's going to get Youngbae away from him?
A/N:1. chapter 5 was very very good. This chapter is long and crappy forgive me.
2. to all the seungri lover out there don't hate me too much
3. red words are Jiyong 's thoughts
4. I'm sorry for the typos and bad grammar
thank you thank you for reading and commenting ^^
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Dannosso Distacco 5
Jiyong tightly wrapped his arms around the crying girl in front of him. Jiyong couldn’t bear to see the fellow leader who was so strong and fierce breaking down in front of him. Just because of Seungri.
CL snuggled closer to Jiyong . Jiyong rested his chin on CL’s ear and whispered comforting words. While his other hand ran through CL’s hair.
They both stopped and turned to the source of the noise that they heard. Both stood shocked at the scene in front of them, Young Bae looking at them with unreadable expression and Seungri hugging him behind.
Did Young Bae just accept Seungri’s feelings? Were the things they were hoping not to happen just happened? Both these things running through the leaders minds. They quickly moved to where Seungri, Young Bae and Bom stood.
CL tried to touch Seungri and talk to him even if this will be the time as long as she gets to tell him but Seungri ran away from her as if disgusted by her touch.
Just by instinct Jiyong started explaining things but was cut off when Young Bae left him to go to Seungri.
CL and Jiyong just stood there staring at the backs of their loved ones walking away from them both their hearts breaking into million pieces.
“He can’t even stand my touch,Am I that disgusting to him” CL thought her tears running down her tears no matter how hard she fought it.
He chose Seungri over me Jiyong thought still holding his breath from the scenes that just happened.
Bom broke their stares.
“They haven’t sorted out their feelings yet” Bom started to explain not wanting to complicate things but she saw that Seungri wasn’t just ready at that time. And sorting things out with Young Bae first was the easiest solution that Bom could think of at that time. She knew how bad this might look like now.
Jiyong just looked at her with cold expression that made Bom shut up. “stay with CL” Jiyong said emotionlessly before turning to CL.
“I have to go talk to Young Bae, just be strong no matter what” Jiyong whispers to the crying girl.
CL just nods trying to collect herself she will not break down in front of her members. She walks away from Bom with out a single word.
Jiyong made his way to the dance studio he knew that that’s where they all went when they needed to sort of some things.
The scene of Young Bae turning his back on him for Seungri deeply burned in his mind and heart. Jiyong raced through his mind on what to say to Young Bae. Felt his chest tightening
I just want him to know that I am not having that kind of a relationship with CL; he can be with Seungri if that’s what he chooses Jiyong thought in defeat. He wasn’t going to complicate things anymore.
Jiyong ran so fast to the dance studio. He stood frozen at the glass door. He could see Young Bae and Seungri smiling at each other. They look so happy together. Jiyong felt his chest tightening as if his heart was being squashed his lungs frozen unable to breathe.
This is going to be harder than I thought. Jiyong started to see black when he saw Seungri kiss Young Bae on the lips. Jiyong lost control and barged in the dance room cursing. He dragged Young Bae out of the room and even threatened Seungri.
Young Bae managed to recover from the shock when Jiyong pushed him to the wall.
“Ji, the things with Seungri it was~~” Young Bae tried to explain.
“Shut up!” Jiyong shouted angrily and coldly at Young Bae even Seungri who was standing close by trembled from it.
“One I am not dating CL, two stop fooling around and go to your vacation your manager is waiting” Jiyong sternly said looking Young Bae in the eye anger obvious.
“I will need you back” Jiyong whispered “for Big Bang” Jiyong managed to add before quickly walking away from them tears swelling in his eyes.
Jiyong ran out of the building, He quickly sent a message to YG that hell be out and unreached until tomorrow then he turned off his phone and drove away.
Jiyong drove around until he found a spot where he could think clearly.
Young Bae just stood there frozen. Never in the all have these years that he has known Jiyong had he shouted at him like that, never had he seen Jiyong that angry. Young Bae was scared. Did he just lose his best friend?
“hyung~~” Seungri asked .He was worried Young Bae had been speechless and frozen ever since Jiyong left them.
Young Bae snapped back to reality, he needed to find Jiyong they needed to clear things before everything gets out of hand.
“I’m sorry RI, I have to go” Young Bae quickly said and started running. After a couple of steps Young Bae stopped and turned back to face Seungri. He quickly thought of what Teddy thought him about turning people down, none of those were ever about turning guys down but he had to tell Seungri.
“You are a great person Seungri, But I don’t like you that way. We can’t be together Seungri, I’m pretty sure that kiss is enough to prove that we don’t have special feeling for each other, other than being brothers. I’m sorry” Young Bae said hoping this wont cause a big problem from them.
To Young Bae’s surprise Seungri smiled and nodded.
Young Bae looked all over the building and tried calling Jiyong but nothing, he was nowhere to be found and his phone was unattended. When Young Bae reached the ground floor he saw his manager waiting for him.
“Young Bae we have to go soon lets go pack your things” This managers said. Young Bae couldn’t say no.
Young Bae was back in their dorm, he packed his things and waited until the last minute he could hoping that Jiyong would come through the door anytime soon.
Young Bae almost ran to the living room when he heard the main door open. To his surprise YG was there.
“Hyung good evening” Young Bae greeted the CEO.
“Good evening Young Bae ah~ are you ready for your vacation?” YG asked.
Young Bae was silent for a moment he needed this vacation but he really needed to see Jiyong now too. His manager and the other staff needs a vacation too he knew it. “Yes” he managed to answer.
“Good, you need to go relax your mind, body, heart and soul. It will be better to deal with it when you have rested” YG said smiling.
Young Bae just looked at him. “But I need to see him before I leave; I have never seen him like that” Young Bae explained praying that YG will help him.
“Jiyong needs time too, it’s not a good idea to talk about these things when you are both angry and hurting deal with this when you get back” YG said again patting Young Bae in the back and ushering him out the dorm.
“Go have fun Young Bae” YG ordered.
Young Bae just nodded still unsure.
“It’s what Jiyong wanted you to do right? It’s what you have to do now” YG urged him again.
Young Bae smiled and went his way.
YG stood there watching until Young Bae and the group was gone. He ran his hand through his hair how could everything get so messed up I should hang the Maknae for being stupid and causing all this trouble. YG though making his way back to the building. Praying at the same time that Jiyong wasn’t doing something irrational now.
Jiyong bought packs of alcohol and brought it back with him to the riverside where he usually relaxes and clears his mind. He was debating on whether he should call CL and tell her about what he just saw. In the end he decided this wasn’t the time for it CL needed to be stronger.
Jiyong drank continuously letting his tears fall freely. I though was ready for the worst case scenario, I am not. I can’t bear Young Bae turning his back on me for Seungri. I will do anything to keep Young Bae near even if its just being friends. I will forever keep my second secret from him I will still support him in whatever he chooses to do.
Jiyong screamed his heart out knowing he had lost this one. A part of regretted not telling Young Bae his feeling earlier then maybe he could have atleast spared CL the pain she was going through now.
I am the group’s leader I have to be rational and professional about this. I have two days to control myself and be back as the group’s leader focused when Young Bae comes back. I will not make my personal feeling and problem hinder the comeback of the group. Jiyong reminded himself. Big Bang and the YG family are now what he needs to focus on not his pitiful self.
“Dong Young Bae I love you! And even if you have already made a choice on who too love I will still support you Even if it breaks my already broken heart! This will be the last time I will say this words!!!” Jiyong screamed out letting everything bottled up in him out.
Jiyong lay there on the ground mentally, physically, and emotionally drained but his mind was still thinking of ways on how to be civil when YB and Seungri were together.
I will need to distance myself from them but so obvious. I can make rules that no flirting or being all lovey-dovey when we are working. I’m screwed; YG must be very disappointed in me now.
Jiyong went back to the car still sober enough to drive back.
….
Young Bae slept through he trip unable to stop the physical need of his body. He reminded TOP or Daesung to text him when Jiyong came home and update him about what Jiyong was doing. He was clueless that TOP had no plans on updating him with anything just to punish him and he specifically told his boyfriend to ignore any request from Young Bae.
Young Bae sighed when he woke up and no messages from Ji, TOP and Daesung. He really wanted to go back now. But he also knew that YG was right he needed to rest and clear his mind. But he just couldn’t get Jiyong out of his mind.
On the second day of the trip he requested that they go to the waterfalls. He and Jiyong went to these waterfalls before during high school and Young Bae had fun remembering everything that they did before.
Young Bae sat there and thought. If Jiyong was really with CL then he would support his best friend even if it was hard, he was going to keep his feelings for him a secret. But If Jiyong wasn’t with her then he has to think of a way to confess his feeling for him.
Young Bae tried his best to enjoy the rest of his vacation but the truth was he couldn’t wait to go back to YG building and see Jiyong. Jiyong and his smiles were what he needed to make everything alright.
….
TOP and Daesung were at their dorm fooling around since Young Bae was on vacation, Jiyong isolated himself in the YG building and Seungri was out every day and night. They had the whole dorm to themselves and they loved every minute of it. The couple was disturbed by someone knocking the door to their apartment.
Daesung got up and put his shirt back on to open the door while TOP fixed his ragged clothes.
“Who is it?” TOP asked once the door was open and he could hear people shuffling in.
“2ne1 without the leader” Daesung answered not thrilled that the girls were there.
TOP walked to the living looking at the girls Bom was dragging Minzy and Dara along with her. By TOP’s judgment the two girls were also interrupted from something because they were wearing the same expression he and Daesung had on.
“So why are my dongseng’s here disturbing us?” TOP inquired.
“well I think we need to help out the guys this thing has gotten pretty messed up” BOM started.
“What exactly happened?” Daesung asked moving to hug TOP noting that the Minzy and Dara were there.
Bom told them about what happened in the hallway last night. “You see so everything got misunderstood I think and now we have to help them I’m going crazy. CL is working her ass off, So is Jiyong, Young Bae is gone and Seungri is burying himself with work outside the building”
The four kept silent. TOP broke their silence with a smug expression.
“We’ll first that was a stupid move from you, why the heck did you let Young Bae go after Seungri when Jiyong was explaining to him?” TOP said .
“But Seungri needed someone, he was breaking and I thought he should confront his false feeling with Young Bae first since it was the easiest” Bom tried to explain her actions.
“Easy isn’t always the right way to go” Minzy added.
“Young Bae walking away from Jiyong scenario is the worst possible scenario that could happen” Dara chimed in.
“This makes everything 100% times more complicated, Jiyong will probably keep his distance unless necessary and in turn Young Bae will think that him and CL are really dating.” Daesung explained.
“But I didn’t think about it that way” Bom started to feel guilty.
“CL could have done something about the maknae at that point but now well” TOP smirked this was gonna be one hell of a scenario but all he cared about was Jiyong. The rest can handle themselves well.
“why are you so focused on Jiyong anyway, he’s the strongest of them, he can handle himself well.” Bom argued “why are you siding with Jiyong always?” She asked.
Daesung wanted to hear the answer to because in his case he was worried for Young Bae.
“Simple he is our leader, he bears most of the responsibility, Why didn’t he confess his feelings earlier when he knew that Seungri had some for Young Bae?” TOP asked them.
The others knew that because he was the leader he would not risk having the group break just because of tension.
“He can’t do anything about it. He looks out for our careers and he puts his feelings as a last priority. That’s why I’m rooting for Jiyong and helping him in every possible way I can. Because to be honest he does almost everything for us” TOP told them and Daesung hugged him.
“to have CL involved in this also makes it a lot harder for him. Since he also has to look out for her. If CL doesn’t cope well 2ne1 is also affected. Don’t you see how much pressure and responsibility Jiyong has on his shoulder now? TOP continued to explain the others carefully listening to him.
“So what do we have to do?” Bom asked.
“Lock them in a room?” Daesung chirped in. knowing it wasn’t going to be easy
“that’s sounds good” Bom said.
“nah That would be good enough for CL and Seungri but not for Jiyong and Young Bae” Dara said thinking deeply.
“Jealousy always gets the job done” TOP said smirking an evil plan forming in his head.
“Were listening” Bom said.
“Young Bae is coming back tomorrow, we have pretty much deprived him of Jiyong news and he will want to see Jiyong immediately when he gets back.Jiyong is kind of his comfort blanket” Daesung started explaining.
“But before we go through the plan I have to tell you 2 people will and get used and probably get hurt in this plan” TOP warned them.
“What ever gets our GDYB together, they have been through enough we can always ignore the others feelings” the girls answered in unison they have waited fro too long to see their GDYB together.
“CL and Seungri can wait. CL has four years of not dating in her contract to begin with” Bom thought thinking that they were the two people who were going to be used and hurt.
“for some time we keep Young Bae away from Jiyong by helping Jiyong avoid Young Bae when he looks for him” TOP starts explaining the plan.
The girls continue to listen carefully.
“He is bound to run into Seungri by that time and there is a good chance that Jiyong will see them together and get jealous” Daesung explains.
“But then that will complicated things more right?” Bom asked confused by what really they are trying to accomplish.
“Yes jealous enough to make irrational decisions” Daesung said smiling at them.
“how does that help?” Bom asked again the others had smiles on their faces and she felt that she was the only one not following the plan.
“Jaejoong had always had a thing for Jiyong, but Jiyong wont give him chance or even bother to look at him” TOP said smirking at Bom who was still clueless. “Young Bae simply doesn’t like Jaejoong” TOP continued
“We get Jaejoong to bring something for Jiyong or come here tomorrow and ask Jiyong to go out” Minzy said smiling.
“Exactly” TOP said.
“Young Bae will be so jealous and he will definitely confess to Jiyong!” Dara said clapping.
“But it’s Young Bae what if he acts just like Jiyong and decides to just suck it in and walk away?” Bom said knowing that the disadvantage of this plan was so big.
“Young Bae is possessive, if Seungri wasn’t there last night, Young Bae might have already pried Jiyong away from CL then” TOP explained to Bom. Amazed at how clueless the girl can get.
“I wonder how she got Teddy if she thinks like this.” Daesung whispers making the couple laugh and as if they were all thinking the same thing Dara and Minzy giggle at the same time too.
“What? “ Bom asked them again confused by the couples acting.
“Nothing, plus we don’t need Jaejoong and Jiyong to go out on a date or like dinner just 1 or 2 hours together unseen by Young Bae will be enough to push Young Bae to the limit.” TOP said smiling.
“Then we leave everything to how they handle it pretty much the end is they confess to each other how is their problem” Daesung finished for TOP.
“I hope someone actually records it, I might go crazy imaging how they actually did it.” Minzy jokes.
“Stop being erotic!” Bom shouts at her maknae
“Yah you’re the pervert she didn’t even mention anything perverted what would you be imagining anyway” Dara says defending Minzy making Bom blush.
“hahha stop girls It’s not her fault she’s been with Teddy too much what did you think was gonna happen to her? TOP said adding to the embarrassment of BOM.
Bom just kept silent and continued to blush “How could these 4 get along with things like this when they just about to rip each other to pieces last night.” Bom thought.
“Well who should we use for CL then?” Minzy asked getting back into planning.
“There is along list of guys who actually dig her, It’s going to be hard to choose” Bom said.
“let’s see MIR of MBLAQ, Yoochun, Ryeowook of Suju, Onew of Shinee,” Dara said thinking quickly from the list.
“there is also the leader from SS501, a few from starting groups and some actors add the business man” Minzy added their leader sure had a list of admirers.
“we have to pick the one who is understanding and already has a good friendly relationship with CL so he doesn’t take it too hard. “ Daesung explained.
“It’s that or we choose someone gullible or someone who really will not be allowed to date her, plus this is Seungri we are talking about the list that Minzy gave us can’t be chosen. Seungri will most likely get into a fist fight. The leader of SS501 has a drama now we can’t add to the bother of him having to explain why he has cuts, the same goes for the newbie’s and business men.” TOP said explaining the possible scenario.
“You are confident that Seungri can actually hit them” Bom asked.
“For some who worried too much about Seungri last night you seem to have no confidence in the maknae” Daseung teased Bom.
“So we have four left?” Dara said not allowing Bom to answer.
“three actually, some will be busy for some shows therefore we cant use Yoochun” Minzy said.
“Ryeowook is going on a vacation to Italy so that only leaves us with MIR and Onew” Dara said remembering that an SNSD member was fussing about him going abroad.
“So which one is better?” Bom asked.
“MIR and CL has a friendly relationship” Daesung said
“Yes but fist fight basis Seungri stands a better chance with Onew, plus he is from SM ent both companies will never agree to them being together even by secret.” Minzy said analyzing the situation.
TOP looked at Minzy this girl can think very well and he was liking it.
“relationship wise CL and Onew are just casual about it. I would hate to see our friendly relationship with MBLAQ go awkward because of this. While I don’t give a damn If we never talk to Shinee again. Shinee is also not promoting anything right now, so If Seungri manages to give him a bruise it wont be too much of a trouble hiding it ” TOP said smirking evilly.
“Onew it is then” Daesung finalizes for them.
“Minzy can you handle calling him here?” Dara asked looking at the girl beside her.
“yeah I’ll get Yoona to help me with it, If this goes all right she might actually get a chance with him” Minzy shrugs.
“Good its settled then” TOP says happily relaxing back.
Bom looked around her scared. Never had she known that these four people could be so meticulous and brutal at the same time. They could actually get away for murder if they plan it like this. She made a mental note not to get in their way if anything bad happens.
…..
In the YG office.
Teddy, KUSH, Sean, Se7en, YG were drinking.
“Bom was pretty upset awhile ago and I know she’s gonna think of ways to get the other kids to help her with a plan” Teddy says to the guys.
“I wonder how you changed her upset mood” Se7en jokes Teddy
“Jiyong is taking this pretty hard” YG said sadly he was worried for the boy knowing that he would give everything up for Young Bae.
“Jiyong is strong he will be fine, so should we try to help the kids with the plan?” Sean says comforting the group.
“hmm if TOP,Dara,Minzy and Daesung are working together we should just stay back and watch first” KUSH says.
“Why isn’t Bom included there?” Sean asks missing Bom’s name.
“She isn’t a meticulous planner and she’s impatient for things like this. She doesn’t do conspiracy very well.” Teddy answers knowing how his girlfriend thinks.
“TOP and Minzy planning something together is scary” Se7en says laughing.
“right and we all know how crazy Sandara and Daesung gets” Teddy adds.
“Man the four of them planning something together I’m excited!” KUSH announces.
“This is gonna be epic be sure to have all the cameras working in the building” Sean chimes in excited too.
“we have to keep our guard up, those four kids can be ruthless at times It wont matter who they have to go through as long as they get what they want, especially when they are doing it together” YG says warily . Thinking on what those kids were up too was difficult. Although he had to admit that he too was excited but they needed to be careful.
“so what do we need to do?” Sean asks.
“Media control for one” Teddy says
“ambulance It’s Seungri and Young Bae we are talking about here, Seungri is just plain violent and Young Bae is unpredictable when he snaps.” KUSH adds.
“yay! Lets do it! I’m so excited for tomorrow!!” Se7en says happily
“I’ll set the office up for the viewing” YG offers
“I’ll deal with the security cameras and audios” Teddy says
“I’ll take care of the media and the ambulance plus security instructions” Sean says
“I’ll bring the food” Se7en volunteers
“I’ll bring the alcohol and other stuff” KUSH says.
They continued drinking excitedly waiting for the morning to come.
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I'M SORRY I HAD TO CUT BECAUSE lj SAID POST TOO LONG ^^