Out of the Shell
This past week was basically crazy. I had my 2 hardest exams on the same day and damn near failed one and would have had it not been for a nice curve. Then I had 8 interviews for PCT 6 of which were on Wednesday which was just confusing as i started mixing everything up. The Scavanger hunt was on thursday which made me realize i need to start working out again so if anyone needs a workout buddy let me know.
Next came all the family shit. I just want to know why i can't have a normal family. For the most part my mom's is flawless....but my dads....sighs...SCREWED UP. And no one on the side treats me as an adult being the second youngest grandchild of like 13. Anyway i dont want to get to into it but it sucks.
However, There is a tad bit of light on this situation.
FRIDAY: Ok My big (katie) told me that i needed to let loose and have some fun. So I did. Friday morning i had 2 interviews which went fine and a meeting with the E-board. Then later that night Katie came over with a few other people and brought a bunch of girly drinks (alcoholic all of which were my least favorite color pink). And i had my first drink ever, and i didnt die...go figure. After some sitting around and talking and drinking, i had 2 drinks, we all decided to go to Chucks house and i guess pre drink for the bar. I had some purple shit there that i thought tasted amazing. Due to unforseen circumstances i had to leave though and did not get to go to the bar which was a real downer.
Saturday: Went tailgating with tubas family and then went to the football game which my parents came to. It was kind of an akward situation as they knew i had drank and kept dropping these little disapporoving comments about underage drinking that was happening at central. This was also a downer even though Central was winning. And i dont think there has ever been a time when my parents have not seen me in almost a month where they didnt talk to me. Later that night Katie came over again and we had a mini ddr and guitar hero party which picked me up some again.
Sunday was pretty uneventful had a meeting and thats about it.
But anyway, Back to friday.....That is the first time since i came to college that i was relaxed which i know seems impossible but its true. I had so much fun and we didnt even do that much but i have never felt happier. Though part of this is prolly cuz i was pretty buzzed it was also that i didnt have be the perfect golden child. Which on that note i am sick of being, granted i dont want to go crazy but i dont want to be so...uptight any more. Yes it did cause some unneeded tension between the parents but they have to realize im not 16 any more. And since i have such an awesome big i managed to keep out of trouble and was safe. Most of the tension was resolved today at lunch with the parents anyway.
The moral? I need to relax more often and just learn to have fun. After all this is college and i am supposed to be enjoying myself to some point.
Next came all the family shit. I just want to know why i can't have a normal family. For the most part my mom's is flawless....but my dads....sighs...SCREWED UP. And no one on the side treats me as an adult being the second youngest grandchild of like 13. Anyway i dont want to get to into it but it sucks.
However, There is a tad bit of light on this situation.
FRIDAY: Ok My big (katie) told me that i needed to let loose and have some fun. So I did. Friday morning i had 2 interviews which went fine and a meeting with the E-board. Then later that night Katie came over with a few other people and brought a bunch of girly drinks (alcoholic all of which were my least favorite color pink). And i had my first drink ever, and i didnt die...go figure. After some sitting around and talking and drinking, i had 2 drinks, we all decided to go to Chucks house and i guess pre drink for the bar. I had some purple shit there that i thought tasted amazing. Due to unforseen circumstances i had to leave though and did not get to go to the bar which was a real downer.
Saturday: Went tailgating with tubas family and then went to the football game which my parents came to. It was kind of an akward situation as they knew i had drank and kept dropping these little disapporoving comments about underage drinking that was happening at central. This was also a downer even though Central was winning. And i dont think there has ever been a time when my parents have not seen me in almost a month where they didnt talk to me. Later that night Katie came over again and we had a mini ddr and guitar hero party which picked me up some again.
Sunday was pretty uneventful had a meeting and thats about it.
But anyway, Back to friday.....That is the first time since i came to college that i was relaxed which i know seems impossible but its true. I had so much fun and we didnt even do that much but i have never felt happier. Though part of this is prolly cuz i was pretty buzzed it was also that i didnt have be the perfect golden child. Which on that note i am sick of being, granted i dont want to go crazy but i dont want to be so...uptight any more. Yes it did cause some unneeded tension between the parents but they have to realize im not 16 any more. And since i have such an awesome big i managed to keep out of trouble and was safe. Most of the tension was resolved today at lunch with the parents anyway.
The moral? I need to relax more often and just learn to have fun. After all this is college and i am supposed to be enjoying myself to some point.