ehh.
So I haven't wrote in quite sometime now. Kate left for France today. She should be there by now. I miss her so much guys. Geez, the four months has not even started yet. I know this is going to be such a wonderful experience for her, but I can't help but feel pretty empty at the same time. The bond that we share is incredible and mind blowing. Who would not want that incredible feeling all the time? I guess as I'm sitting here I'm realizing that those feelings are what is going to make me so eager for her return. I'm so thankful to have someone in my life that I love so much. This trip is going to open my eyes to lots of things. The plan is to move in together upon her return. I'm very excited about that. I miss her already. I can feel her so strongly it's like she's sitting right on the side of me. I've never been through this before. Ya know have someone you care for so deeply go away for four months. I was wiggin out when I had first heard she was leaving. Ehhh, It might sound dumb, but ever since I met her I think for two now ya know? I don't do things for myself, I do it for the both of us. When I plan my future, she is what surrounds it. Everyone has there own motto about love or true love and if it exists. I know it does. Kate and I are living proof and I strongly believe that. Sure we have ups and downs, but I wouldn't trade her for the world. Communication is key. Any relationship can be beautiful if both strive to make it work because it feels right. I believe that there are many perfect people in this world for everyone. If you happen to come across the one that fits you perfectly you obviously stop searching for there is no need to go on. I'm not sure if any of this is even making sense because I went to the bar tonight and had a couple of beers. If it sounds extra corny though that's not because I'm drunk...That's just me. :)
ehhh, I miss her so much.
ehhh, I miss her so much.