Feb 21, 2006 07:17
Yeah, so it's like 7:17 in the morning and I have yet to go to sleep. It's a nice little think I call procrastination...and I'd really like to get over it. So yeah, just thought I'd update before I get in the shower in like 15 minutes so I can go take my effing Calculus exam that is going to be IMPOSSIBLE. Yeahh.
So it's been about two months...seems to be a strange trend? I don't know. Things have been so crazy this semester. Bleh. I pretty much don't like my RA job at all. The reasons why include but are definitely not limited to:
-the fact that I'm missing Bob Schneider in concert tonight because I have to do an educational program that noone is going to show up for...oh and it to make it worse...I'm making Kyle miss it too.
-how I'm missing Spring Break '06 events and trips with all of my friends in Tampa and Orlando and Miami, because I am on call and have to work just about EVERY day.
-the stress I recieve from having to juggle 17 credit hours and make sure I make it to all these RA meetings and "info-sessions" and crap ass hours and so on.
-the fact that I can't party or be seen partying. *Big issue here folks.
-the amount of responsibility involved, which I feel I don't have much time for.
-and just the plain old idea that I don't have much time to do whatever I want...I'm always consumed by something RA related and it sucks horribly.
Needless to say, this is my first and last semester as an RA...or maybe this summer will be I dont know. We'll see. All I know is that it pretty much isn't working too well for me.
Um. My brother came down here a couple of weeks ago and partied and had a really good time. It was sooo nice to see him. I loved every second of it. BUT apparently so did one of my friends...who got pretty close with him in the mere 5 days he was in Fort Myers. Haha. I can laugh at it now, because it's funny...but I was a little wierded out by it at first. Yeah, oh gosh...thoughts creeping in my head. Umm. Not going to think about it anymore. Yes. No more.
So it's been fifteen minutes since I started. Haven't really said much. Hmm. Let's start with a shocker...I'm still single. Gasp! I really have no problems with it either...basically all of my lonliness is cured when I'm with my best friend Ricky. He's a cocky bastard, but I love that kid. We have a lot of fun together and spend pretty much everyday together...giving each other shit about something or other. Usually involves him proving me wrong, and me hitting him. Haha. Really healthy friendship I'm telling you. But either way, we do everything for each other (even if he has strange ways of doing so) and I wouldn't give up what we have for anything. But yeah, he just signed with Liquid Force to be sponsored in Wakeboarding (he's CRAZY good) and he'll be going back to Boston this summer to compete for them and such...so him and I are trying to plan something out for me to get out there. Which I can't wait for.
Speaking of summer. It's official, I'm staying. I'm not quite sure which summer program I'll be taking...but regardless, I will be here pretty much the whole time, BUT in Wisconsin for Summerfest (which by the way I have a countdown clock for on my myspace...pretty neat I might say). Okay, I can tell I'm getting super tired now...aimless rambles. So time for a shower...Hmm...Water. Gosh I can't wait to lay out at the pool after my exam...sleep a little, swim a little. Hmm. Yeah, this is the thought that's going to get me through the next 3 hours. Okay, I'm sorry. (I don't want hate mail now because of the pool comment.) Hope to hear from everyone sometime soon!
Sarah.