turning points
let's see, the amazing life of kelly continues, sorry, still NO drama, i am just not the type i guess...
those of you who live in RI will be please/scared to hear that next year i will most likely be attending PC
this is the hardest decision i have ever made in my life, and i am really nervous about it.. also, i have been anxious about my work for classes, its not too much, but its the kind that makes me actually think for myself and understand concepts on my own.. and i love/hate it
things in NH are boring as ever... but if i leave i will miss the few, but totally amazing friends i have here. i want to cry just thinking about it, cuz i still dont know if its the right decision.. there are other issues like if lauren will come or if i have to live at home, which would be a tragedy... but maybe i wouldnt feel as alone as i do now
see...this is not me.. i wrote a SAD journal..what the fuck is that.. i am the happiest most carefree person ever, and all of a sudden i have no strong emotions to be excited, and i used to have so much energy, now i stare into space and think about things so hard that i cant sleep sometimes.
but... on the brighter side i am leaving at midnight to go to katia's house, and then go home.. so i get to see bunches of people i love!
haha I HATE LIVE JOURNAL SAD PITY STORIES.. i promise thats now why i wrote this, i just did cuz i saw mel and crystal updated and i was like cool i will update and that is what is new in my life..
umm lauren i am sure you will comment about the patriots so just to let you know YES i DO think they are going all the way.hahaha.. I LOVE YOU!
those of you who live in RI will be please/scared to hear that next year i will most likely be attending PC
this is the hardest decision i have ever made in my life, and i am really nervous about it.. also, i have been anxious about my work for classes, its not too much, but its the kind that makes me actually think for myself and understand concepts on my own.. and i love/hate it
things in NH are boring as ever... but if i leave i will miss the few, but totally amazing friends i have here. i want to cry just thinking about it, cuz i still dont know if its the right decision.. there are other issues like if lauren will come or if i have to live at home, which would be a tragedy... but maybe i wouldnt feel as alone as i do now
see...this is not me.. i wrote a SAD journal..what the fuck is that.. i am the happiest most carefree person ever, and all of a sudden i have no strong emotions to be excited, and i used to have so much energy, now i stare into space and think about things so hard that i cant sleep sometimes.
but... on the brighter side i am leaving at midnight to go to katia's house, and then go home.. so i get to see bunches of people i love!
haha I HATE LIVE JOURNAL SAD PITY STORIES.. i promise thats now why i wrote this, i just did cuz i saw mel and crystal updated and i was like cool i will update and that is what is new in my life..
umm lauren i am sure you will comment about the patriots so just to let you know YES i DO think they are going all the way.hahaha.. I LOVE YOU!