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i spent the night at my parents' place last night because i feel like i've been kind of neglecting my family the past couple of weeks. it's really hard for mom only being able to see dad every weekend or every other weekend. i think she gets stressed out more than usual, which sucks for michael. he "ran away" this evening before i left. i'm not really sure what his deal was today, but he woke up in a bad mood and was more hyper and attention-seeking at school today than usual, and was still in a bad mood when he got back from school. i feel a little guilty because i was the one who suggested running away. i wasn't encouraging him to make life easier by leaving or anything, i simply just said, "well...why don't you run away?" and he said, "okay", and then I told him i'd help him pack. i knew he'd come back, but still....i hate seeing a 10 year old kid already having to deal with people being assholes.
i've been a little down these past couple of days and i'm not really sure why. i could try to analyze myself or create reasons, but what's the point? i haven't really wanted to hang out with anyone either. it was great with david and will coming in...i liked being around them, but old roommates and friends keep calling me and i just don't feel up to it. i like those people, but sometimes i feel that i'm not myself around them.
the hermit crab is eating the sponge in his cage again. awesome.
i've been a little down these past couple of days and i'm not really sure why. i could try to analyze myself or create reasons, but what's the point? i haven't really wanted to hang out with anyone either. it was great with david and will coming in...i liked being around them, but old roommates and friends keep calling me and i just don't feel up to it. i like those people, but sometimes i feel that i'm not myself around them.
the hermit crab is eating the sponge in his cage again. awesome.