guilty conscience grows

Jan 05, 2005 13:31

I apologized today to someone I haven't spoken to in two years and now I feel sick. Not really sure why...it's too long of an explanation anyways. Let's just say junior year was a strange one and leave it at that.

I like spending time on the porch with Robin, talking about reality shows and trying to keep our voices down so as not to reveal our identities. I feel a little guilty hiding, but it's kind of thrilling at the same time. Like playing hide-and-seek only the other party doesn't know about it.

Robin keeps making fun of me for the stupid shit that comes out of my mouth some(all of the)times. For instance, two days ago it was raining and I looked down from our porch at the cigarette butt graveyard below and said something like, "One of the most depressing things to see is cigarette butts lying in mud on a rainy day". I wasn't trying to be profound or anything. It didn't sound so stupid when I was thinking of it. What I really meant was...looking at something like that makes me feel like I'm in a trashcan. Then, last night I told her that I liked to refer to the gluteus maximus as the habeas corpus instead. Well Robin, at least I don't say "no doubt" the way Rachel does.

There are too many documents in my room currently, but I'm afraid if I throw them away (even if I tear them into tiny pieces) someone will try to steal my identity.
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