Feb 13, 2006 21:48
The teenager is a sweet girl. And I agree, she deserves to know the truth. As for Nicole, the least you could have done was tell her you didn't think things could work out. Instead you just start fucking around with another girl the second you leave Nicole's. And to think I used to think of you as an older brother. I used to look up to you, and ask you for advice, and love and respect you. Not to mention, you pretend you have this job in Seekonk, which Evan and I BOTH do not believe, and you have all this money, why haven't I seen any of it? You know you owe me, big time. But no, you have the nerve to call me and make ME feel like a bitch because I don't want to drive to Brittany's house in EP to give you ONE GODDAM CD? I don't give 2 fucks about your CDs. Why should I? You fucking stole a whole bunch of CDs/DVDs from YOUR OWN FAMILY to sell them for YOURSELF. You can't deny it anymore, we have receipts. You owe me SO MUCH. I have ALWAYS been there for you, to talk, or to feed you or get you whatever you needed. I always told you to pay me back when you had it, but when you had it, you spent all of it on yourself. After you swore up and down you would repay me for being such a good sister. And the stuff you have put Evan through over the years. Horrible. He may have anger issues, but I don't blame him. At least he's TRYING to forgive you. And he's not here right now, he's not involved in this right now. This is me talking. But Evan WALKED IN ON YOU cheating on girls when you were in high school, and he knows how you've cheated on basically every girl you have ever dated. And no, I am not going to believe you over him because he is a lot more honest and caring than you. Yeah I'm aware he's made mistakes (although I know where he LEARNED how to make them!) but he's at least owned up to what he did and changed his life around to be a better person. You're going to be the same old asshole loser Ryan for the rest of your goddam life. And by the way, we all know you are not in Butler, I saw you Saturday, and I took the liberty of letting Nicole know that, so we all know that other LJ you have is a complete farce. You have never been honest, with anyone. I remember when you were going out with Jenny, and, though I never met her, I always thought she seemed like a very smart girl, one of the few who wouldn't let you walk all over her. Which is probably why the relationship didn't work out in the first place, but that's besides the point. You had something great with her and I'm not sure what you did to fuck it up, I always assumed that you cheated on her like you did with everyone else, but Evan and I were both pissed that you did, whatever you did. Who knows. All you ever do is fuck with peoples emotions anyway. All of the girls that I know that have dated you are total sweethearts, and you use them like toilet paper. (a new one every 3 weeks, at your rate of not using heigeine. But that's another issue entirely). Go to hell, and by the way, I don't know how you convinced your mom and dad to let you stay there again, I'm sure you did something manipulative, but if you steal any of Evan's stuff or get him in trouble for any reason, shit WILL go down.
I'm glad that at least a few people know the truth now. Although it's not enough yet. The few of us who don't live in a world where Ryan is God, were getting tired of being the only ones who know what he is really like. As for giving his shit away, Ryan will probably be spending a lot of time looking for charity nowadays, as with the food stamps and pretending to be crazy so he can have free room&board at butler (HA!) so he might get all that back! He WILL have to grovel for it. Not like he has any shame anyway, so he probably won't mind. But oh well. All the girls he has cheated on, and believe me, there are many, do not deserve this. I hope a lot of people read this and see who he really is. I'm sure Ryan will manage to convince some people that those of us who know the truth are crazy but I am definitely willing to give instances and examples. I'd love to count the number of people that Ryan has cheated on, lied to, or screwed over (most of these people are still completely unaware of the fact, too!) but I would probably lose track. Let's all just hope that eventually Ryan uses up all of his fangirls and ends up with nothing, because that's what he deserves. But of course, that would be a miracle, because we all know Ryan is a con artist, and they hardly ever get caught. But I'm sorry that you guys had to go through all of this, and that I had to be the one who confirmed everything in the end. It was an accident, because at the time Ryan was my friend and I didn't want to get involved. But I am glad that what came out of it was getting to know Nicole because she is really a great girl. All we can hope is that someday Ryan really realizes everything that he has given up... every person he has hurt&isolated.
And Ryan, I've given you so many chances to act like a dignified human being. When I found out about Nicole I was ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTED. But I still asked you about it nicely and gave you a chance to explain yourself, TWICE!!!!!!!!! You completely lied to me the first time, saying that both Nicole and Brittany were aware of the situation. Which was obviously a lie because Nicole IMed me and identified herself as your girlfriend, when you had already introduced Brittany to Evan and me. So obviously I thought she was Brittany. So yes, I accidently confirmed her fears, and i let her vent to me, well of course I didn't mind but I felt very badly for her, because like her I have worked hard for all that I have and don't deserve to be anyone's doormat! But even after that conversation, I POLITELY informed you that she had IMed me, and was confused, and that I said something about Brittany and she had no idea about her at all. To which you said, "Well, I THOUGHT I told her!" Yeah, must have slipped your mind, eh? Convenient!!!! And no bitch, it's not because you're crazy, it's because you're an asshole. It's the fine line between Butlet qualified and Punch in the FACE qualified!!!! All I said was, that I was confused, didn't want to get involved, and, that I think Nicole would appreciate a phone call. Of course you did not call her. Which only proves further that you have no respect. Not to mention you completely ditched Jenny when she came all the way to Providence, partly to see you. And I really did not want to get involved, and I didn't, but now I'm fucking heated because I see all of this havoc you have wreaked upon these poor girls. And don't even try to fuck with me, because no one is afraid of you anymore. You are a weak person on the inside, just like I once was when I let you take advantage of me, and I intend to allow everyone to do the same. You can call me evil, and even convince others that I am a bad person, but I don't care because if any of those people were intelligent at all they would get to know me and find out otherwise. You can't ruin me to anyone who really matters. You are the epitome of loser, and I will NEVER feel sorry for you, or respect you again. Once again, Evan isn't involved in me saying any of this right now, but he is aware of you cheating on not only Nicole and Brittany, but every other girl, and while he is trying to keep the situation peaceful, he too has lost immense respect for you, which can never be brought back. And if I wanted to I could fire him up to be twice as angry as I am. But I am still a sensitive person at heart, and always will be, and I feel that would be unfair. He's your brother and he is growing up to be far better than you. He is smart enough to make his own decisions on how he would like to handle you and your con artist ass.
Not love,
Your Ex Sister in Law (that's right bitch, I disowned you) (but I'm still going to marry Evan, we'll send you some pictures from the wedding maybe if we are in a good mood)