wow... sometimes dreams scare me...

[yayapathy]

Okay, so just now I had the weirdest dream EVER and it's going to make me off for the rest of the day, I can already tell. It started with me sneaking out of the house to go this zoo. But the zoo was this sort of weird modern art type display of some really bizarre animals. But they were real. And then next thing I know I'm in the parking lot and it's way late and the museum has closed. I can't find my car and I can't find anybody who will drive me home and I can't call my Mom because I snuck out in the first place. So I'm sort of wandering around the parking lot with no ideas when I see this girl. Only I don't remember what she looks like or even know if she's a girl because I didn't really even look at her the whole time. But anyways she had no way of going home either so we decided to break into this room in the zoo. And when we got to the window a bunch of other kids were there to do the same thing. So we broke in so that we could spend the night. And in the room there was a bed with each person's blanket and pillow that actually belonged to them. And on the floor was this air matress for camping out with sheets on it. SO we start making the bed and off the bat me and the "girl" who I never saw agreed on stuff and decided to take charge of the group since everyone else was fighting. Now, I can remember what everyone else looks like... but not that one person. Anyways, so theres the bed and the airmatress. And then in a sort of nook around the corner by the doors this contemporary picture frame with black and silver moldings. Only it's not a picture frame, it's framing the glass display case to the animals that are in the room that we chose. We can see into the glass, but the only animals inside that we can see are small baby penguins, even though we know that there are more. So slowly we have to let out the animals (penguins, baby chicks, moths,)and slowly one person at a time has some weird problem and we all have to kill them in order to survive and because something really bad has happened to them, we are almost doing them a favor because they would die anyways. This happenes untill it's down to me, the person that I never saw and one other girl. Somehow she gets this weird bug inside of her and we have no choice but to kill her. Only neither me or the other person that I never see want to have to kill her. So we decide to do it at the same time so that neither if us feels guilty. And the way that we decide to do it is to hammer a nail into her head. And I'm so freaked out about doing it, like I really don't think that I can but this other person keeps telling me that I have to. So we each get a hammer and a nail. I'm kind of crying because I'm so scared to do it but I am mostly in shock. So we pin the girl down and set the nails. And we bring back the hammers. Just as I bring my hammer down, two things happen. The other person pulls her nail up and so doesn't help the killing. The second thing is that my nail tips sideways so that when it goes in, it only goes under her scalp across her head so that she is now in sever pain and nto dying. So we have to re-set the nail and do it again. Only now I'm completely hysterical and the other girl refuses to do it. So I have to because now she is suffering a momentous amount of pain so I do. And she dies instantly. And I am more hysterical than I thought was possible. Then I woke up. So ya, weird huh?
Camp on saturday!!! Yay!
Not much for today, hit up the cell I guess.
If you have any guesses about what this dream is, please comment your ideas, cuz ya.