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last night i went to paseo &met jeff there. i couldn't find my shoes. so next time. we walked around in the freezing cold doing nothing, so metroed back to his pad. too bad we waited on the wrong side and had to wait another 15 minutes! saw his brother, who i havent seen in a while. spent the night &got a ride back. he said something i didnt really understand and now i am really confused. i dont know.
i promised myself a lot of things and i always seem to break those promises. everything i told myself i could and would never ever do, i always end up doing. okay it sounds weird but im just. weird. i dont know.