Feb 13, 2007 08:53
Yet again I have a totaly fucking shit day ahead. Work , then sitting getting angry and sad at someone (doesnt matter who) and maybe even baby sitting because my sisters think that getting drunk 4 night a week is more inportant than being there for their kids. I think if they were in my shoes theyd be differant. I took my sisters baby in! I have to pay for most of his stuff, my stuff, bills, food and whatever else on my own small wage! I cant go out 4 nights a week because I care about Oliver! IM 18, I SHOULD BE OUT HAVING FUN AND ENJOYING MY LIFE BUT INSTEAD IM STUCK AT HOME WITH SOMEONE ELSES CHILD, STRUGGLING TO COPE, BRINGING HIM UP CRAP COZ THERES NO GUY IN MY LIFE, GETTING DOWN BECAUSE I MAKE A SHIT MOM.
If they knew all that would they stop and think and stop dumping their fucking children on me?!?!