That girl's not right in the brain.
Hello my loves.
My life is freakin great right now. FREAKIN GREAT! I'm in loooooooooove with matt i wanna marrrrrrrrry him. We had a little get together that was supposed to go smoothly last night but kinda. . . was confusing. But at least someone got some. It wasn't me, but hey, I'm happy for anyone getting any. Especially when they walk away from the experience with Hickeys! woooo.
Shifra is a flappy nasty motherfucker. Yes flappy not flabby. mwaha.
I want to meet a boy. Let me specify, a STRAIGHT one. God has sent me a million amazing gorgeous GAY ones. Which I love, but I want one to worship me. That sounds retarded. What I mean is I want to meet someone and have them be my best friend, I want them to adore me and for me to adore them in return. I want them to be my best friend. I've HAD this LOVE before. But it was different. I was young and stupid. I made a lot of mistakes, and took a lot of things for granted.
I want to meet a boy who doesn't smoke. I want to quit.
I want to meet someone who I can just hang out with, someone who makes me laugh. Which is pretty fucking easy because I laugh at like everything in the world.
Last time I was wanting this, I was very ignorant and played the hook up game. You know, the lets get wasted and hook up and then not talk about it every again game. STUPID. Don't get me wrong, I love making out, I just put my heart a little too hard into that stuff. I haven't hooked up with like anyone other than Stephen in monthhhhhhhhs.
I'm not LOOKING for love, or LOOKING for someone to care about me in that way. I think it's really sad when a girl will just put herself out there to be used thinking she's being cared for. I don't need a boy to tell me I am worth something. I know I'm a greeeeat person, and hey, if I was a guy i'd fuck my brains out. Ha. That's probably why I haven't really been with anyone in so long (like sexually. . .), I know I have self worth so I've stopped putting myself out there.
Wow I'm rambling. Pretty much everything summed up, I want to just get to know someone. GO on a FUCKING dateeeeee. Never been on one of those. But. . . it's been a year. I can wait it out a lil longer.
<3
My life is freakin great right now. FREAKIN GREAT! I'm in loooooooooove with matt i wanna marrrrrrrrry him. We had a little get together that was supposed to go smoothly last night but kinda. . . was confusing. But at least someone got some. It wasn't me, but hey, I'm happy for anyone getting any. Especially when they walk away from the experience with Hickeys! woooo.
Shifra is a flappy nasty motherfucker. Yes flappy not flabby. mwaha.
I want to meet a boy. Let me specify, a STRAIGHT one. God has sent me a million amazing gorgeous GAY ones. Which I love, but I want one to worship me. That sounds retarded. What I mean is I want to meet someone and have them be my best friend, I want them to adore me and for me to adore them in return. I want them to be my best friend. I've HAD this LOVE before. But it was different. I was young and stupid. I made a lot of mistakes, and took a lot of things for granted.
I want to meet a boy who doesn't smoke. I want to quit.
I want to meet someone who I can just hang out with, someone who makes me laugh. Which is pretty fucking easy because I laugh at like everything in the world.
Last time I was wanting this, I was very ignorant and played the hook up game. You know, the lets get wasted and hook up and then not talk about it every again game. STUPID. Don't get me wrong, I love making out, I just put my heart a little too hard into that stuff. I haven't hooked up with like anyone other than Stephen in monthhhhhhhhs.
I'm not LOOKING for love, or LOOKING for someone to care about me in that way. I think it's really sad when a girl will just put herself out there to be used thinking she's being cared for. I don't need a boy to tell me I am worth something. I know I'm a greeeeat person, and hey, if I was a guy i'd fuck my brains out. Ha. That's probably why I haven't really been with anyone in so long (like sexually. . .), I know I have self worth so I've stopped putting myself out there.
Wow I'm rambling. Pretty much everything summed up, I want to just get to know someone. GO on a FUCKING dateeeeee. Never been on one of those. But. . . it's been a year. I can wait it out a lil longer.
<3