But all our fears fall on deaf ears tonight
Theres so many things. I feel shitty. Being horrible to those who are wonderful. Being so kind to those who "don't even like me anymore". Two years, and he NOW decides I'm the opposite of what he wants in a girl? Funny.
Some people just don't realize how wonderful what they have is. Just open you're eyes a little. Stop looking for Mr. Popularity, what "every other girl wants", he's right there. He's right fuckin there! Everything any girl could ever want, and you are still searching. *sigh*.
Also, I was informed I'm not all that and a bag of potato chips. And he was serious. Ha. I am a bag of potato chips! Delicious. *sigh again* I should be unhappy. I should be somewhat devestated, but I'm content. Why is this? Why am I like this? The tiniest most insignificant thing will happen and I will consider it the end of my world. Yet something so crucial as this, and I'm happy? What the fuck is going on in my head. Eh, I guess I should be greatful, I'm happy right?
"Well, Im not the same girl
u used to know
I wish I said the words I never showed"
Some people just don't realize how wonderful what they have is. Just open you're eyes a little. Stop looking for Mr. Popularity, what "every other girl wants", he's right there. He's right fuckin there! Everything any girl could ever want, and you are still searching. *sigh*.
Also, I was informed I'm not all that and a bag of potato chips. And he was serious. Ha. I am a bag of potato chips! Delicious. *sigh again* I should be unhappy. I should be somewhat devestated, but I'm content. Why is this? Why am I like this? The tiniest most insignificant thing will happen and I will consider it the end of my world. Yet something so crucial as this, and I'm happy? What the fuck is going on in my head. Eh, I guess I should be greatful, I'm happy right?
"Well, Im not the same girl
u used to know
I wish I said the words I never showed"