dad's weekend
so as i'm sitting in my room without my daddy-o for another dads weekend it dawned on me that things between me and my dad have changed alot in the past few years. i guess its been mainly since i left for college. at about the same time my brother got his act back together and started talking to him again and since then i am no longer daddy's girl. there was a time when katey and kelsey moved out and ryan hadn't been living at home for quite some time and it was just me and my dad. i remember being so scared that i might lose him someday cause he was the most important thing in the world to me. i hated seeing him upset (always have) and always wanted to be exactly what would make him smile. i'm not saying that i don't make him smile anymore, i'm just not his everything the way i used to be, and every time i see him i'm reminded of that. wow this sounds like a really pathetic post... i'm really not sitting in my room alone on a friday night thinking about this i swear... hahaha okay i am... but needless to say i love my dad and i didn't even invite him so its not like he just didn't want to come. just a reflective piece... could be the cough medicine! hope everyone has a good dad's weekend (cougs) and an otherwise wonderful time!