Aug 22, 2003 17:55
I came back from LBI today. I actually had fun. It's good be to home, but lately I've been feeling out of place. I don't know why, it's really stupid. I feel like everyone fits in to something except me. Most of my friends are in marching band but I'm not. I know I did marching band last year but I don't feel like I fit in with those people anymore. I feel like an outsider. Ever since I got sick nothing has been the same. I just want my normal life back. Today while everyone was at band camp I was thinking about last year. It really has been the worst year of my life. I got sick and was in the hospital and never came back to school a whole day. I was only in school full time for 3 months. And then my grandma got sick and died and it was horrible. I hope this school year will be a lot better. I don't really know how it could be worse than last year so I guess that's a good thing.
Alright, I think I'm gonna go to Mar's now for chinese.
Later Gators,
-Jeannie-
XoX