still not easy to let go of U, even though I know you're always in my <3 !

[yaxley187]

I promised I would never forget U... and I havent I am just soo sorry I missed that day... I didnt mean to. Its just a really hard day for me because well U have been gone a year now. You were my very first entry in this journal. I just cant believe its already been a year it seems like just yesterday, and I had just seen U the day before. I miss u lot and think about U just as much. I just feel so terrible that I missed monday... I really wanted to celebrate for U, your whole life...however short it might have been. Its really not fair, not fair that U are gone, even though I know you are in a better place... U were an amazing person... and I loved U, so many people loved U. I wish u were here!...especially this summer, things would have been a lot better this summer if u were here! So my promise still stands I will never for get you ever! And this weekend I am gonna live life up enough for the both of us.Not that I dont always try to, I will just try extra hard this weekend! Just like I know your living things up, up there! U always were a party girl/my twin, we really could fool people they always thought we were each other... U understood me liek i said my twin right down to the personality lol I remember when people would come up to me all the time and be like HEYYY.... o wait sorry your not Jenny..............

<3~Jenny Stano 5-11-86/10-2-05~<3 U will always be in my heart!

I know I will see u again some day.....(the song in the music says it all!)