Feb 28, 2006 07:39
Well, I just woke up and got ready for school, I didn't feel like doing the regular routine today, so I decided to spice it up a bit. Last night was probably the most confussing night of my life, I just don't get him, but it's over now, so it doesn't really matter. I just need to vent, because I don't want to be a total bitch today and blow up on someone, I would feel so bad! lol Yesterday I found out about a bunch of stuff about him, that I really didn't like. lol And I couldn't stop thinking about it, so in my basketball game I ended up getting four fouls in the first half, then at half I calmed down, and realized, he's not worth it, it's like that quote, no matter how many people don't think it's true it is! lol ~ No guy is worth crying over, and once you find the one that is,he won't make you cry ~
It's so true, I mean breakups are hard, but this one is killing me, probably because i've never been broken up with, I'm always on the other end, but I guess like Kim says "there's always a first for everything" - so today, I'll look at him and think of the good days, and smile, not about the bad break up or little stupid things we both made big deals out of, remember the good days...
I'm going to hold my head up high, and no tears will be on my face, because my eyes are really sore, and I don't know if it's possible for more tears to come out. I'm going to look on the bright side, and I know there will be brighter days, today is just one of those puddles you have to hop over so you don't get your cute shoes wet!
~If it weren't for the Dark days, we wouldn't know what it is to walk in the light~ Earl Campbell, But I like it when Steve said it better.
Sorry about all the quotes, and little geeky things' I've said, but like I said I needed to vent, lol, and I'm a positive person, so obviously I'm not going to be cursing on here or something. SO thats it for now!
----yvonne,xoxo's