Mar 26, 2007 18:02
what is it about my thought process, that makes me constantly question everything around me in this existence? i need to stop trying to analyze life, or searching for a great purpose, and just start living. school has been good this semester, but i have been slacking as of late. alot is on my mind, and a move is approaching quickly. my search for an apartment has been uneventful, and i cannot wait until spring break to go looking with my aunt lauren. my family has been very supportive and i am gracious for that. i haven't been the best of son, brother, nephew, or grandson for quite some time, and i would like to change that. family is way more important then i have ever thought it. they will always be there. when friends turn backs, or you feel alone, or you need a hand, or a hug, they are the first to offer you love. and for the longest time, i did not appreciate all they have given me.
i need to keep striving forward, get a second wind. but as of late my lungs are burning, and fatigue is setting in. this long distance run that is life has to be ran. so keep your head up, your breathing steady, and your mind focused. you will hit your finish line eventually, but it is the run there that will be the basis of your glory.
to anyone who reads still, i hope all is well.