AH it's tuesday morning
Tuesday and so little time left for school. I shouldn't have not gone last week. I was in a funk you see...I haven't been sleeping well at night and have been sleeping too much during the day. I guess it's a mild form of depression...? Anyway, I'm going to go to school today though and i'm going to go do my lab hours. Ugh. I know. I don't understand why it should be a mandatory process to obtain an excess of 16 lab hours if we already do scheduled lab. /facepalm
Anyway whatever my excuse for last week, i should have gone. I shouldn't have let it get to me. Now I know.
I need to pass this math course. I do. I don't want to run into any setbacks but this has been a toughy. It's the manner in which things are explained because she tries to have us visualize which for me is GREAT but she kinda gets lost in it somewhere and basically ends up confusing most of the students. I wonder how everyone else is doing because if I'm one of the ones most of them come asking questions to...then we as a whole must be horrible xD I believe I have a B in her class as of now. Ugh.
OMG you know how I say im antisocial and all that. How about I can sit in Lab for HOURS without asking for help. I rather try and figure something out than make contact with another person. Tell me that isn't fucked up. I don't get it. I used to be so outgoing and whatnot. I look at pictures of me in the past and I don't understand where along the way I became so quiet...so scared of people. so afraid of everything. I don't know how my husband deals with me lol. I'll make plans lets say to go to um...i dunno any type of fun convention. The day OF i'm wigging out because i'm going to be dealing with people and I dont want to go and he usually talks me down from the roof so to speak. lol. Why does that happen?
Aw, sucky! Well, it's nearly nine so that means off to shower and hit up school. I think im going to take my ipod this time around. :D Toodles.
Anyway whatever my excuse for last week, i should have gone. I shouldn't have let it get to me. Now I know.
I need to pass this math course. I do. I don't want to run into any setbacks but this has been a toughy. It's the manner in which things are explained because she tries to have us visualize which for me is GREAT but she kinda gets lost in it somewhere and basically ends up confusing most of the students. I wonder how everyone else is doing because if I'm one of the ones most of them come asking questions to...then we as a whole must be horrible xD I believe I have a B in her class as of now. Ugh.
OMG you know how I say im antisocial and all that. How about I can sit in Lab for HOURS without asking for help. I rather try and figure something out than make contact with another person. Tell me that isn't fucked up. I don't get it. I used to be so outgoing and whatnot. I look at pictures of me in the past and I don't understand where along the way I became so quiet...so scared of people. so afraid of everything. I don't know how my husband deals with me lol. I'll make plans lets say to go to um...i dunno any type of fun convention. The day OF i'm wigging out because i'm going to be dealing with people and I dont want to go and he usually talks me down from the roof so to speak. lol. Why does that happen?
Aw, sucky! Well, it's nearly nine so that means off to shower and hit up school. I think im going to take my ipod this time around. :D Toodles.