STILL LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVER
Title: Still Love You More Than Ever
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: Fluff
Raiting: PG
Summary: What happen when you think you know everything about you another half, but suddenly the true came out and you discover thing's that you never imagine about him?? Can the love stay still and be the same like always?
Waiting in his room, he was listening the tick tock of the clock during the silent of the night. He really doesn’t know when Masaki was to call him but he can’t fall a slept waiting for the call. He was thinking about the stupid fight they had during the day. All start because Sho was talking with Matsumoto and Masaki think wrong about what they were talking about. Sho was saying to Matsumoto how happy he was knowing that Masaki love him back the same way he love Masaki, that he has to share his happiness with someone. But for Masaki was not looking like that. He only sees the brightness and happy face of his beloved while talking to Matsumoto. Masaki walk to them and took Sakurai by force and walk away. He was very mad and Sakurai don’t know why, he can’t understand why he was like a mad dog.
“Masaki, what’s wrong?” ask in a soft tone.
“You don’t know? How can you do something like that?” ask without rezoning Masaki.
“What are you talking about? Say Sakurai with a sad face.
“Come on Crafty Fox, like you don’t know? Tell me, what was you’re talking with Matsumoto-kun so happy?” He was mad and full of jealousy.
Sakurai really can’t understand what Masaki was talking about. How can he think like it was happening something between Masumoto and him? His mind went blank thinking about this and he became mad too.
“You really think that I have something with him? Tell me did you really believe what are you thinking?” this time Sakurai was angry.
“What can I think, when I look to both of you? If it was you who was looking, what you’re goanna think?” Without waiting for a response of Sakurai, Masaki left, leaving Sakurai lost in thoughts. Sakurai run after him and screaming his name, but Masaki just keep walking. In tears Sakurai breakdown, still waiting to understand what was happening with Masaki. Why his Little Giant was thinking like that.
It was 4:00a.m. when suddenly Sakurai phone start to ring without nonstop. He wake up losing track of time and pick up.
“Sho-chan, I need you to still cool down when you listen to what I’m about to tell you.” Said Leader over the phone in a worried tone.
“What do you mean Leader?” his heart start to hurt and he suspect that something most happen to Masaki.
“Did something…” he barely can talk “Something, please, tell me it’s not what I thinking?” he was just crying when leader start to speak.
“We just receive a call from the hospital, we don’t really know what happen, but it seems that they don’t if he can survive. We are going now to the hospital, want me to go and get you? All you alright?” ask Leader but silent and a bit of crying is all can listen over the phone.
He can’t think about anything except for pray that his Little Giant can be saved. He was not fine, he can only think about what he goanna do if his boyfriend dies. “How I goanna live without you Aiba, please don’t die on me”. He was shouting with desperation while he was waiting for news about his man.
“Come on Sho-chan, please cool down. We don’t know what is happening so we have to be relaxed until they give us some news about Masaki-san.” Nino say to Sakurai trying to comfort him. The time was passing and anyone can give them news about how was Masaki, Sakurai was feeling like he goanna die in desperation when finally a doctor came out and talk to them.
“The condition of the patient is stable but he falls in a coma. We are making some studies to determinate what make him fall in this state.” Listening to this Sakurai was in a shock and suddenly fall and went out of his senses. When he came back in senses noticed he was in his apartment and desperately run out to go to the hospital, but Leader, Nino and Matsumoto was there waiting for him and stop him, they grab him back to his room in a way that he can’t run away and went out.
“Please let me go, I had to be with him. He need me beside him, I need him beside me.” Was shouting with tears Sakurai fighting for free himself off, but Matsumoto was grasp him too strong, that he loses all his strange and fall on the floor crying and saying his little giant name again and again and again. All what he want was to be beside Aiba and be there for when he wake up. The guys ask to stay in the house and rest a bit, they were going to the hospital and came back to his apartment and explain to him what exactly happen to Masaki. Sakurai noticed the sad and worried face of Matsumoto like he knows something. When their leave Sakurai went to his room and went to look for an album that he have of Masaki and him. While looking at him and the picture of his man he start to cry again, he remember the first time they meet each other, the day when Masaki confess his love to him, the so many fight’s that they had and how was the reconciliations (was the best part). And like a college girl in love he remembers the first time when he and his little giant make love for the first time. His face rubbish just to think about it. With the album on his hand he went out and run to the hospital, trying that no one noticed him, he went in to Masaki’s room and slowly approach his bed, thinking in his mind that he don’t want to see how was his boyfriend, how he look there lying in that hospital bed. When he finally can see him, he can’t stop his tears looking how his man sees lying in that bed. Sakurai feel how his heart was tearing apart in to pieces.
“Please Aiba, please wake up, onegai wake up. You have to come back to me, you can’t live me alone, and we have too many things to do together.” He was lying right beside Masaki and crying when he felt like someone was coming and when he looks up is was Matsumoto.
“ Did something happen Matsujun?” ask Sakurai while his tears felt down over his face.
“Gomen, gomenasai Sho-chan, all is my fault. Masaki-san was in an accident because of me. Hontou gomen.”
Matsumoto fall in the floor crying looking to Masaki in the bed and begging for forgiveness.
A week had pass since Masaki accidents and Matsumoto confession. Sakurai still don’t want to believe what Matsumoto say to him. He really can’t or surely he doesn’t want to believe what Matsumoto say.
“Sho-chan, please I need you to listen to me, I really want to explain everything what happen that night to you.” He was asking to Sakurai, so he gives him the opportunity to explain everything. Sakurai can’t understand what he was talking about, but went out to dinner with him, so Matsumoto can explain his self.
“Well Matsujun, what is what you need to explain to me?”
“Ummm , where should I begin?, that day after we talk and he interrupt and take you somewhere, late in the night he call me and ask me to meet him. So we decided to meet in a bar near the studio and we meet there. He was asking me about what we were talking about back there. He asks if I have feeling for you that if I like you and you like me back. I can’t understand why he was so jealous, but seeing he in that state make me want make a joke on him and I said to him that I was in love with you. That when we were talking there I was confessing my love for you, but after I can say to him that it was not true and it’s was a joke he punch me down and run out looking for you.” He takes a deep breath and continues the story.
“I went to my house and sometime later I receive a call from the hospital saying that Masaki Aiba had an accident and was in a critical condition. They call me because the last call was to me. I really don’t know how was the accident, but what I know it’s that it was my fault, for say so lie to him, knowing how jealous man he is and how much he loves you.” Matsumoto was crying while he explain everything to Sakurai.
“Please leave Matsujun. I have to think and calm down myself.”
After that day Sakurai don’t go to work and don’t talk with anybody. He just wants to be alone and think about his precious Little Giant. Immersed in thoughts of Masaki, Sakurai have not sense of the time and don’t care about anything, but what he really don’t know was that soon he was going to receive a new that goanna change the rest of his life.
He went in to Masaki’s room and seen a woman sit beside his Little Giant, holding his hands and saying how much she love him. Sakurai can’t understand what was happening. Who was that woman beside his boyfriend? But he prefer to come back later and turn around to went out, when suddenly someone grasp him from the back, he look and see a pretty little girl who look just like his Little Giant.
“Ne Onii-chan you are my papa friend?” cata-pum!! Was the sound of Sakurai heart was making. Aiba-kun you have a daughter and you never told me. Sakurai want to not believe it, so he went to ask and know the true. But when he saw that beautiful woman beside his Little Giant crying he simply can’t say anything and just leave. Before he can leave that woman stop him, she look and serious.
“Are you Sakurai-san?” She asks looking to Sakurai straight to the face.
“I am and you are miss?” he ask, but he really don’t want to know.
“Me?, I’m this man wife and this is his daughter. And you are the reason why he leave us and never came back to us.” Say her with a marvelous face.
Sakurai don’t know what to say or what to think. He really doesn’t know anything about his boyfriend life. How could it be possible? Did anybody know about this? What he don’t tell me?” his was thinking, and thinking nonstop. When the night’s come he sneaks in to his Little Giant room, hoping that his man can listen to what he want to say.
“Why don’t you tell me? Why you lie to me? Don’t you love me Aiba? Please wake up and explain to me, please, please wake up” he was begging to his man lying in the bed making no sound.
“Do you remember that day when we first meet? You were wearing a short blue plant with a yellow t-shirt with rainbow tennis and smiling like you were a clown. That’s what makes me fall in love with you, you’re smiling without worries. Then that day comes, we were filming a commercial and you suddenly came to me and ask me to dinner. I was so excited that I could die, but I said yes and after finished with the commercial we went to dinner. You were smiling all the time and tell me how much you like me, how much you like to work with me. That you think that if I was not there you can’t work properly. After dinner you ask me if I can go to your house and in that moment I felt how my heart was ready to stop in any moment and without thinking I say yes. That first night together was everything to me, you mean everything to me. But I know now that’s for you it was not the same. I’m sorry that I believe you and love you.” He was breaking down in tears, he stand up, go closer to his Little Giant, and kiss his lips and…
“Sayonara my Little Giant, I really love you. Now we are just friends and people who work together… I really love you Aiba!!” and he leave in a sea of tears.
After a few weeks Masaki finally wake up and everyone was happy except for one broken heart. When Masaki finally came back to work he was a bit lost, but he rapidly put back in action with everyone. Later in the day Masaki try to talk with Sakurai but this one ignored him abruptly. Masaki can’t understand was what happening so he went to Matsujun and ask him.
“Hey Matsujun, did something happen with Sho during the time that I was in coma? I can’t understand why he doesn’t want to talk with me?” he ask to Matsumoto worried.
“You see, during that time that you were in bed, aaahhh!! How to say… well Masaki-san, she came, she came with the girl to see you and talk to Sho-chan.”
“What? How can that be possible? How she knew about it? Who told her?” he says over excited imaging what she says to his Crafty Fox.
“Come on relax Masaki-san, you just came out of the hospital. I think she maybe knew for the TV and the news, the news about your accident and you been in coma was everywhere” say Matsumoto trying to cold down Masaki.
“But what did she told to him? What could she told him that he is so mad?” That question only Sakurai can know the answer think Matsumoto.
“Why don’t you go and talk this with Sho-chan, he was so bad when you were in the hospital. Everyone was so worry about him. He looks all the time like he was goanna breakdown anytime. Just go and clear all between both of you. You know you love him madly and he love you the same back”.
He thinks about it a littler and looks to Matsumoto with a worry face and ask him… “If he don’t want to see me? If he don’t give me the chance to say the true? Why I goanna do? I’m really scare that he leaves and, and… I don’t want to lose my Crafty Fox. What I goanna do?” He was crying.
“Come on Masaki-san this it’s not good for your health. I know that he love you and when you ask him to listen to you he really goanna listen. Just believe in your love or do you gone to give up on him?”
“Never, never in my life” say him without thinking. He say goodbye to Matsumoto and when out to look for his Crafty Fox, to explain everything to him. He loves him so much that can’t lose him. Never in his life has he goanna given up in his boyfriend after so much time together, how they can just finish without Sakurai know about the true and Masaki’s feelings.
With the decision in mind he went to look for his Crafty Fox without knowing that this boyfriend already have a new life, a life that began when he was not there. What can Masaki do? How can he bring back his Crafty Fox back to him? He love really can survive and bring both of them together again?
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: Fluff
Raiting: PG
Summary: What happen when you think you know everything about you another half, but suddenly the true came out and you discover thing's that you never imagine about him?? Can the love stay still and be the same like always?
Waiting in his room, he was listening the tick tock of the clock during the silent of the night. He really doesn’t know when Masaki was to call him but he can’t fall a slept waiting for the call. He was thinking about the stupid fight they had during the day. All start because Sho was talking with Matsumoto and Masaki think wrong about what they were talking about. Sho was saying to Matsumoto how happy he was knowing that Masaki love him back the same way he love Masaki, that he has to share his happiness with someone. But for Masaki was not looking like that. He only sees the brightness and happy face of his beloved while talking to Matsumoto. Masaki walk to them and took Sakurai by force and walk away. He was very mad and Sakurai don’t know why, he can’t understand why he was like a mad dog.
“Masaki, what’s wrong?” ask in a soft tone.
“You don’t know? How can you do something like that?” ask without rezoning Masaki.
“What are you talking about? Say Sakurai with a sad face.
“Come on Crafty Fox, like you don’t know? Tell me, what was you’re talking with Matsumoto-kun so happy?” He was mad and full of jealousy.
Sakurai really can’t understand what Masaki was talking about. How can he think like it was happening something between Masumoto and him? His mind went blank thinking about this and he became mad too.
“You really think that I have something with him? Tell me did you really believe what are you thinking?” this time Sakurai was angry.
“What can I think, when I look to both of you? If it was you who was looking, what you’re goanna think?” Without waiting for a response of Sakurai, Masaki left, leaving Sakurai lost in thoughts. Sakurai run after him and screaming his name, but Masaki just keep walking. In tears Sakurai breakdown, still waiting to understand what was happening with Masaki. Why his Little Giant was thinking like that.
It was 4:00a.m. when suddenly Sakurai phone start to ring without nonstop. He wake up losing track of time and pick up.
“Sho-chan, I need you to still cool down when you listen to what I’m about to tell you.” Said Leader over the phone in a worried tone.
“What do you mean Leader?” his heart start to hurt and he suspect that something most happen to Masaki.
“Did something…” he barely can talk “Something, please, tell me it’s not what I thinking?” he was just crying when leader start to speak.
“We just receive a call from the hospital, we don’t really know what happen, but it seems that they don’t if he can survive. We are going now to the hospital, want me to go and get you? All you alright?” ask Leader but silent and a bit of crying is all can listen over the phone.
He can’t think about anything except for pray that his Little Giant can be saved. He was not fine, he can only think about what he goanna do if his boyfriend dies. “How I goanna live without you Aiba, please don’t die on me”. He was shouting with desperation while he was waiting for news about his man.
“Come on Sho-chan, please cool down. We don’t know what is happening so we have to be relaxed until they give us some news about Masaki-san.” Nino say to Sakurai trying to comfort him. The time was passing and anyone can give them news about how was Masaki, Sakurai was feeling like he goanna die in desperation when finally a doctor came out and talk to them.
“The condition of the patient is stable but he falls in a coma. We are making some studies to determinate what make him fall in this state.” Listening to this Sakurai was in a shock and suddenly fall and went out of his senses. When he came back in senses noticed he was in his apartment and desperately run out to go to the hospital, but Leader, Nino and Matsumoto was there waiting for him and stop him, they grab him back to his room in a way that he can’t run away and went out.
“Please let me go, I had to be with him. He need me beside him, I need him beside me.” Was shouting with tears Sakurai fighting for free himself off, but Matsumoto was grasp him too strong, that he loses all his strange and fall on the floor crying and saying his little giant name again and again and again. All what he want was to be beside Aiba and be there for when he wake up. The guys ask to stay in the house and rest a bit, they were going to the hospital and came back to his apartment and explain to him what exactly happen to Masaki. Sakurai noticed the sad and worried face of Matsumoto like he knows something. When their leave Sakurai went to his room and went to look for an album that he have of Masaki and him. While looking at him and the picture of his man he start to cry again, he remember the first time they meet each other, the day when Masaki confess his love to him, the so many fight’s that they had and how was the reconciliations (was the best part). And like a college girl in love he remembers the first time when he and his little giant make love for the first time. His face rubbish just to think about it. With the album on his hand he went out and run to the hospital, trying that no one noticed him, he went in to Masaki’s room and slowly approach his bed, thinking in his mind that he don’t want to see how was his boyfriend, how he look there lying in that hospital bed. When he finally can see him, he can’t stop his tears looking how his man sees lying in that bed. Sakurai feel how his heart was tearing apart in to pieces.
“Please Aiba, please wake up, onegai wake up. You have to come back to me, you can’t live me alone, and we have too many things to do together.” He was lying right beside Masaki and crying when he felt like someone was coming and when he looks up is was Matsumoto.
“ Did something happen Matsujun?” ask Sakurai while his tears felt down over his face.
“Gomen, gomenasai Sho-chan, all is my fault. Masaki-san was in an accident because of me. Hontou gomen.”
Matsumoto fall in the floor crying looking to Masaki in the bed and begging for forgiveness.
A week had pass since Masaki accidents and Matsumoto confession. Sakurai still don’t want to believe what Matsumoto say to him. He really can’t or surely he doesn’t want to believe what Matsumoto say.
“Sho-chan, please I need you to listen to me, I really want to explain everything what happen that night to you.” He was asking to Sakurai, so he gives him the opportunity to explain everything. Sakurai can’t understand what he was talking about, but went out to dinner with him, so Matsumoto can explain his self.
“Well Matsujun, what is what you need to explain to me?”
“Ummm , where should I begin?, that day after we talk and he interrupt and take you somewhere, late in the night he call me and ask me to meet him. So we decided to meet in a bar near the studio and we meet there. He was asking me about what we were talking about back there. He asks if I have feeling for you that if I like you and you like me back. I can’t understand why he was so jealous, but seeing he in that state make me want make a joke on him and I said to him that I was in love with you. That when we were talking there I was confessing my love for you, but after I can say to him that it was not true and it’s was a joke he punch me down and run out looking for you.” He takes a deep breath and continues the story.
“I went to my house and sometime later I receive a call from the hospital saying that Masaki Aiba had an accident and was in a critical condition. They call me because the last call was to me. I really don’t know how was the accident, but what I know it’s that it was my fault, for say so lie to him, knowing how jealous man he is and how much he loves you.” Matsumoto was crying while he explain everything to Sakurai.
“Please leave Matsujun. I have to think and calm down myself.”
After that day Sakurai don’t go to work and don’t talk with anybody. He just wants to be alone and think about his precious Little Giant. Immersed in thoughts of Masaki, Sakurai have not sense of the time and don’t care about anything, but what he really don’t know was that soon he was going to receive a new that goanna change the rest of his life.
He went in to Masaki’s room and seen a woman sit beside his Little Giant, holding his hands and saying how much she love him. Sakurai can’t understand what was happening. Who was that woman beside his boyfriend? But he prefer to come back later and turn around to went out, when suddenly someone grasp him from the back, he look and see a pretty little girl who look just like his Little Giant.
“Ne Onii-chan you are my papa friend?” cata-pum!! Was the sound of Sakurai heart was making. Aiba-kun you have a daughter and you never told me. Sakurai want to not believe it, so he went to ask and know the true. But when he saw that beautiful woman beside his Little Giant crying he simply can’t say anything and just leave. Before he can leave that woman stop him, she look and serious.
“Are you Sakurai-san?” She asks looking to Sakurai straight to the face.
“I am and you are miss?” he ask, but he really don’t want to know.
“Me?, I’m this man wife and this is his daughter. And you are the reason why he leave us and never came back to us.” Say her with a marvelous face.
Sakurai don’t know what to say or what to think. He really doesn’t know anything about his boyfriend life. How could it be possible? Did anybody know about this? What he don’t tell me?” his was thinking, and thinking nonstop. When the night’s come he sneaks in to his Little Giant room, hoping that his man can listen to what he want to say.
“Why don’t you tell me? Why you lie to me? Don’t you love me Aiba? Please wake up and explain to me, please, please wake up” he was begging to his man lying in the bed making no sound.
“Do you remember that day when we first meet? You were wearing a short blue plant with a yellow t-shirt with rainbow tennis and smiling like you were a clown. That’s what makes me fall in love with you, you’re smiling without worries. Then that day comes, we were filming a commercial and you suddenly came to me and ask me to dinner. I was so excited that I could die, but I said yes and after finished with the commercial we went to dinner. You were smiling all the time and tell me how much you like me, how much you like to work with me. That you think that if I was not there you can’t work properly. After dinner you ask me if I can go to your house and in that moment I felt how my heart was ready to stop in any moment and without thinking I say yes. That first night together was everything to me, you mean everything to me. But I know now that’s for you it was not the same. I’m sorry that I believe you and love you.” He was breaking down in tears, he stand up, go closer to his Little Giant, and kiss his lips and…
“Sayonara my Little Giant, I really love you. Now we are just friends and people who work together… I really love you Aiba!!” and he leave in a sea of tears.
After a few weeks Masaki finally wake up and everyone was happy except for one broken heart. When Masaki finally came back to work he was a bit lost, but he rapidly put back in action with everyone. Later in the day Masaki try to talk with Sakurai but this one ignored him abruptly. Masaki can’t understand was what happening so he went to Matsujun and ask him.
“Hey Matsujun, did something happen with Sho during the time that I was in coma? I can’t understand why he doesn’t want to talk with me?” he ask to Matsumoto worried.
“You see, during that time that you were in bed, aaahhh!! How to say… well Masaki-san, she came, she came with the girl to see you and talk to Sho-chan.”
“What? How can that be possible? How she knew about it? Who told her?” he says over excited imaging what she says to his Crafty Fox.
“Come on relax Masaki-san, you just came out of the hospital. I think she maybe knew for the TV and the news, the news about your accident and you been in coma was everywhere” say Matsumoto trying to cold down Masaki.
“But what did she told to him? What could she told him that he is so mad?” That question only Sakurai can know the answer think Matsumoto.
“Why don’t you go and talk this with Sho-chan, he was so bad when you were in the hospital. Everyone was so worry about him. He looks all the time like he was goanna breakdown anytime. Just go and clear all between both of you. You know you love him madly and he love you the same back”.
He thinks about it a littler and looks to Matsumoto with a worry face and ask him… “If he don’t want to see me? If he don’t give me the chance to say the true? Why I goanna do? I’m really scare that he leaves and, and… I don’t want to lose my Crafty Fox. What I goanna do?” He was crying.
“Come on Masaki-san this it’s not good for your health. I know that he love you and when you ask him to listen to you he really goanna listen. Just believe in your love or do you gone to give up on him?”
“Never, never in my life” say him without thinking. He say goodbye to Matsumoto and when out to look for his Crafty Fox, to explain everything to him. He loves him so much that can’t lose him. Never in his life has he goanna given up in his boyfriend after so much time together, how they can just finish without Sakurai know about the true and Masaki’s feelings.
With the decision in mind he went to look for his Crafty Fox without knowing that this boyfriend already have a new life, a life that began when he was not there. What can Masaki do? How can he bring back his Crafty Fox back to him? He love really can survive and bring both of them together again?