School.....Found, Tennis.....Over, What now?
Well its been a while and lots has gone down over the last three weeks. A school has been found, and a scholarship taken. I now have free college somewhere so thats reassuring, even though today Kyle bagged out on me....so Im off to pot luck.....with my luck I am getting the room with the nazi bastard. The most upsetting truth has got to be the end of tennis. Its been my life for about 12 years, and its tough to say what Ill do without it as sad as that sounds. Its also due in part to the fact that since I am going out of state, that I just dunno what I will do with my new weekend and week nights. Mondays and Wednesdays have been spent hitting trivia every week now, what about after the summer? What then? Ben had the same revalation when he quit Baskin (tennis lessons) this week, and said, "thank god you guys called me for trivia, this is my first free monday night in like 9 years, i just didnt know what to do." Sure the whole college experiance is something to look forward to, but senior year was supposed to be all shits and giggles too.....frankly it wasnt. Just another year of school critically blown out of proportion. Tennis seasons ending is especially upsetting due to the closeness of the last match. However, I did get to go to two proms this year anyway....the whole explosion of a month ago was easily forgotten thanks to that. One of those experiances you learn from and move on, nothing to look back on and regret though. Roswells prom was a blast, despite the fact that I know maybe 8 people that go to the school, and some kids in our group were interesting to say the least....ones name was "Spike" from milton....he aint notin to shaby. Anyways popes proms this weekend, and im very happy to see that ben and lisa will both be participating in our group....me and lisa yea are talking again after a long hiatus....basically because some people cant get over things and still need to talk poorly of others to gain attention....its sad but true. I forgave her of course, shes my first lassiter gal pal, and you dont just forget friendships that mean something to you. And I know she forgave as well, I realize I ignored her, and that was stupid...I also need to hash some things out with jon, apparently i was fed bull shit by a number of sources that was not at all true about him, and things need to be straightened out. Its just amazing how fast everythings going now....before spring break everything seemed normal, but now its like we are in super speed and every moment flies by soo quick. If anyone didnt know me and katherine are using cenergy...lol, shes a great girl, and glad to have met her, even this late in my highschool....lucky me shes going to my college. Anyways Ive been at GTech since after school watching tennis and i just got home at 11....long long long day...ending in sadness....Tennis its been fun.