The Unhappy Endings...
Just an experience I want to share...
Some time ago, I decided to watch the last part of Death Note. Knowing that L died already didn't give me any reason to watch Death Note so I didn't particularly cared about this anime even if I had a DVD. After L died, all hope were lost and I didn't continue watching.
So now, with nothing to do, I decided to continue where I left off. It was when Near and Mello were introduced and they were fighting for Kira. I found myself being interested in them. They weren't as amazing as L but they had their own kinds of amazingness. And while watching the last few episodes, I found myself loving the fight between Near and Mello. And at the two of them too.
And when Mello kidnapped that stupidly irritating girl, I became really, really angry. He actually took off his helmet just to show his face! How stupid can he be?!
Then Near explained that it was all part of Mello's plan. Even his own death.
What the...?! I cried all out when I thought of what he did. Baka. Baka. Baka!
Feeling depressed, I sort of flew to the DVD rack to find something else to cheer me up.
I saw Maou. It had Ohno Satoshi looking serious and Ikuta looking shocked on its cover. I was interested. 'This is Ohno's first Jdorama.' I thought. I deeply hoped that this would bring happiness to my sad mood.
And then it happened. The ending. That stupid ending! Wah! Why did I have to watch it while I was still mourning over my beloved L and Mello?!
After watching, feeling more depressed than ever because of all the character deaths, I wandered to our living room where my brother was watching an anime.
Code Gease R2. Arrggghh...
It was the last episode. I sat with my brother and concentrated on the show, trying to forget all the characters that have died.
And, once again, it happened. Lelouch did something that my favorite characters have done too. He died and sacrificed himself.
Seriously... What's with me and tragic endings?! Are we destined to have our paths cross whenever possible?!
What happened to 'and they lived happily ever after'?
Arrrrgggghhh...
Even fanfictions are going to the angsty direction! Wah... what happened to the fluffy Yamajima Love?!
Arrrrrggghhhh...
This leads me to my latest frustration.
Why are my favorite Juniors not debuting?!
Ikuta Toma. Yamashita Shoon. And now, Takahata Misaki.
Well, I've accepted the fact that Ikuta Toma will never, ever debut now. I've given up all hope. It's impossible now, ne?
I long for Ya-Ya-Yah to debut. So that I'll be able to see Shoon more. I hope people wants this too. I have a lot of hope for this group. Nishikido Ryo has two groups so maybe, Hikaru and Yabu would be able to manage too.
Takahata Misaki. BI Shadow. I want to cry... Why isn't Misaki in the debuted BI Shadow? Why?!
What's wrong with you, Johnny Kitagawa?! Be thankful that you brought Chinen, Tegoshi, Ohno and the other JE boys to my life, or else I would have sent a death threat by now. (Make Shoon and Misaki debut. Or else something will happen to you this week. Something that will make you regret ever thinking of removing Misaki from BI Shadow.)
(Sigh) I've released all my negative thoughts now. (Another Sigh)
Oh wait... Just one more negative thought to dispatch before I become completely worry-free.
Every fanfic I've ever written about Yamajima and Takachii (which I was planning to post somewhere here) were deleted from my USB because of a certain virus from a certain computer shop.
I have no comment about this unfortunate event. It broke me too much.
(Sigh)
But I'm okay now. I'm trying to think more positively. I'll keep on believing that Shoon and Misaki will debut someday. And I'm rewriting everything now. I hope to post these stories somewhere here someday. (though I have no idea how to do that. I'm still a newbie in LJ after all. Anyone who can teach me how to post my fanfictions, please help me!!!)
(Smile) Ganbatte ne, Yatsuiko-chan!
Some time ago, I decided to watch the last part of Death Note. Knowing that L died already didn't give me any reason to watch Death Note so I didn't particularly cared about this anime even if I had a DVD. After L died, all hope were lost and I didn't continue watching.
So now, with nothing to do, I decided to continue where I left off. It was when Near and Mello were introduced and they were fighting for Kira. I found myself being interested in them. They weren't as amazing as L but they had their own kinds of amazingness. And while watching the last few episodes, I found myself loving the fight between Near and Mello. And at the two of them too.
And when Mello kidnapped that stupidly irritating girl, I became really, really angry. He actually took off his helmet just to show his face! How stupid can he be?!
Then Near explained that it was all part of Mello's plan. Even his own death.
What the...?! I cried all out when I thought of what he did. Baka. Baka. Baka!
Feeling depressed, I sort of flew to the DVD rack to find something else to cheer me up.
I saw Maou. It had Ohno Satoshi looking serious and Ikuta looking shocked on its cover. I was interested. 'This is Ohno's first Jdorama.' I thought. I deeply hoped that this would bring happiness to my sad mood.
And then it happened. The ending. That stupid ending! Wah! Why did I have to watch it while I was still mourning over my beloved L and Mello?!
After watching, feeling more depressed than ever because of all the character deaths, I wandered to our living room where my brother was watching an anime.
Code Gease R2. Arrggghh...
It was the last episode. I sat with my brother and concentrated on the show, trying to forget all the characters that have died.
And, once again, it happened. Lelouch did something that my favorite characters have done too. He died and sacrificed himself.
Seriously... What's with me and tragic endings?! Are we destined to have our paths cross whenever possible?!
What happened to 'and they lived happily ever after'?
Arrrrgggghhh...
Even fanfictions are going to the angsty direction! Wah... what happened to the fluffy Yamajima Love?!
Arrrrrggghhhh...
This leads me to my latest frustration.
Why are my favorite Juniors not debuting?!
Ikuta Toma. Yamashita Shoon. And now, Takahata Misaki.
Well, I've accepted the fact that Ikuta Toma will never, ever debut now. I've given up all hope. It's impossible now, ne?
I long for Ya-Ya-Yah to debut. So that I'll be able to see Shoon more. I hope people wants this too. I have a lot of hope for this group. Nishikido Ryo has two groups so maybe, Hikaru and Yabu would be able to manage too.
Takahata Misaki. BI Shadow. I want to cry... Why isn't Misaki in the debuted BI Shadow? Why?!
What's wrong with you, Johnny Kitagawa?! Be thankful that you brought Chinen, Tegoshi, Ohno and the other JE boys to my life, or else I would have sent a death threat by now. (Make Shoon and Misaki debut. Or else something will happen to you this week. Something that will make you regret ever thinking of removing Misaki from BI Shadow.)
(Sigh) I've released all my negative thoughts now. (Another Sigh)
Oh wait... Just one more negative thought to dispatch before I become completely worry-free.
Every fanfic I've ever written about Yamajima and Takachii (which I was planning to post somewhere here) were deleted from my USB because of a certain virus from a certain computer shop.
I have no comment about this unfortunate event. It broke me too much.
(Sigh)
But I'm okay now. I'm trying to think more positively. I'll keep on believing that Shoon and Misaki will debut someday. And I'm rewriting everything now. I hope to post these stories somewhere here someday. (though I have no idea how to do that. I'm still a newbie in LJ after all. Anyone who can teach me how to post my fanfictions, please help me!!!)
(Smile) Ganbatte ne, Yatsuiko-chan!