Carrie eat some Jesus Bread for me.
So I talked to my family this morning. Finally, I thought they had died. They want me to try and talk to them on Easter. (inconvenience, I will be out with Yohei) I talked to them on the phone they think I am in Tokyo even though I am in Kobe. I told my mom I was in Osaka last week, and I will be in Kyoto next week. So I don`t know why I feel guilty. I didn`t lie, they just assumed. They can not expect me to not see Yohei while I am here. Oi vey! If I told my mother where I was staying she would chop my head off. You see, these strict Catholic families say boys and girls shouldn`t live together. Well bullshit, I am running out of money fast, and he is feeding me. Granted I buy some of the food. Now I am eating better food! So unless I want to waste away or get kidnapped by some salary man from my part time job, I am going to stay here. I clean, cook, read manga, play ddr and taiko, and watch dramas. If only life could continue like this. Granted I have had contact with with people other then Yohei. But I find I don`t like being with people 24/7. 0~0 But I do like socializing in small doses.
On Sunday we went to our favorite french restuarant again. GOD I love that place. It is a 5 minute walk so I wore my sexy boots. But then Yohei decided he wanted to go shopping. He bought me a dress that was around 145 dollars. It`s a nice floral pattern dress from this store called OIOI. It is the first gift from him that he gave to me for no particular reason. Later he said it was a St. Patricks Day gift because I am half Irish. I didn`t ask for it or anything. He just wanted me to try stuff on for him. Anyway I would feel bad, but I am cleaning his apartment so it all works out in my mind. I wore it for the party and his co-workers all commented on how cute I was. I swear Japan helps my self esteem in ways and destroys it in others. Like how all the women here are skinny bitches with high pitched evil voices. Except people in my dorm. Dyke central, well not the people I prefer to hang out with. But whatever, I don`t know why I am complaining I can fit into clothes here, just not shoes. LOLS not that I want to, the less expensive ones are so damn shitty.
Last night I went to an Irish pub with Yohei and his co-workers. It was a blast. The pub was actually run by some Irish guy who is holding an Irish festival next year. He is trying to light up the worlds longest bridge ^^green. They had the best damn drinks ever. Tequila sunrise was the best!! Argg and the food! But what I enjoyed the most was that his co-workers (granted they were the younger ones) were really nice. They wanted to practice english, but I ended up speaking Japanese most of the night. Yay for practice.
And I feel bad about bitching about Yohei in the last entry. I mean, though he was at a drinking party on white day, he celebrated with me the night before with champagne and cheese. He gave me an Ana Sui perfume lotion set thingy and some chocolate covered strawberries. Even though I tried explaining to him that I rather hang out with him then get some presents, he went skiing all day Saturday, a day that he knew I would be here. But I managed to cry myself to sleep that night because (PMS and Alcohol) in the near future I have to make some important decisions, and if I do what I want to do, a lot of people might be sad. But also that night, I thought it was dangerous when one feels too satisfied. I am always used to working hard for things and being somewhat independent from my family-emotionally at least. But having someone to lean on and worry about me kind of freaked me out. Because my deranged way of thinking is that if I get too comfortable we will have a sudden break up and I won`t know how to cope if I am in a place living with him. I always want to be strong because I know I am the one who will have to pick myself up. Regardless of who is important in my life, I want to be a teacher here in Japan. I may suck at the language, but these things come with time and has nothing to do with the job, amen.
On Sunday we went to our favorite french restuarant again. GOD I love that place. It is a 5 minute walk so I wore my sexy boots. But then Yohei decided he wanted to go shopping. He bought me a dress that was around 145 dollars. It`s a nice floral pattern dress from this store called OIOI. It is the first gift from him that he gave to me for no particular reason. Later he said it was a St. Patricks Day gift because I am half Irish. I didn`t ask for it or anything. He just wanted me to try stuff on for him. Anyway I would feel bad, but I am cleaning his apartment so it all works out in my mind. I wore it for the party and his co-workers all commented on how cute I was. I swear Japan helps my self esteem in ways and destroys it in others. Like how all the women here are skinny bitches with high pitched evil voices. Except people in my dorm. Dyke central, well not the people I prefer to hang out with. But whatever, I don`t know why I am complaining I can fit into clothes here, just not shoes. LOLS not that I want to, the less expensive ones are so damn shitty.
Last night I went to an Irish pub with Yohei and his co-workers. It was a blast. The pub was actually run by some Irish guy who is holding an Irish festival next year. He is trying to light up the worlds longest bridge ^^green. They had the best damn drinks ever. Tequila sunrise was the best!! Argg and the food! But what I enjoyed the most was that his co-workers (granted they were the younger ones) were really nice. They wanted to practice english, but I ended up speaking Japanese most of the night. Yay for practice.
And I feel bad about bitching about Yohei in the last entry. I mean, though he was at a drinking party on white day, he celebrated with me the night before with champagne and cheese. He gave me an Ana Sui perfume lotion set thingy and some chocolate covered strawberries. Even though I tried explaining to him that I rather hang out with him then get some presents, he went skiing all day Saturday, a day that he knew I would be here. But I managed to cry myself to sleep that night because (PMS and Alcohol) in the near future I have to make some important decisions, and if I do what I want to do, a lot of people might be sad. But also that night, I thought it was dangerous when one feels too satisfied. I am always used to working hard for things and being somewhat independent from my family-emotionally at least. But having someone to lean on and worry about me kind of freaked me out. Because my deranged way of thinking is that if I get too comfortable we will have a sudden break up and I won`t know how to cope if I am in a place living with him. I always want to be strong because I know I am the one who will have to pick myself up. Regardless of who is important in my life, I want to be a teacher here in Japan. I may suck at the language, but these things come with time and has nothing to do with the job, amen.