It's impossible
It's impossible for me to love you...
I feel so drained. My whole body hurts, my head hurts, my heart hurts. It just all hurts. I haven't had time to just breathe and let everything sink in. The only time I think is when I drive on 417 or I4. It's such a long drive to get to school and back.
I realized it's really hard to get me to be happy. I went out the other night and I had fun. It was interesting with the ppl there but it was fun. But I was dying inside. Everything in me was empty. I don't know why that is. I have my friends and I'm blessed with loads. But I guess I just feel really lonely. I want what I can never ever have and I can't seem to accept that. It's really hard to live a life like that....
I feel so drained. My whole body hurts, my head hurts, my heart hurts. It just all hurts. I haven't had time to just breathe and let everything sink in. The only time I think is when I drive on 417 or I4. It's such a long drive to get to school and back.
I realized it's really hard to get me to be happy. I went out the other night and I had fun. It was interesting with the ppl there but it was fun. But I was dying inside. Everything in me was empty. I don't know why that is. I have my friends and I'm blessed with loads. But I guess I just feel really lonely. I want what I can never ever have and I can't seem to accept that. It's really hard to live a life like that....