there aint no use in lyin'
I feel like a hypocrit .
i keep getting angry at people for doing absolutely nothing wrong.
i also keep getting stressed about things that most people my age wouldn't stress about....i think
im also holding grudges with people becuase of things they said in the past that has hurt my feelings and i just can't get over it
=(
blah...
im in michigan by the way. for my spring break. my parents are currently in LA while i take care of my sister.
levis and my 2 year anniversary is coming up april 5th!
and i saw 'Shes the man' today, which was very very funny.
.
but anyways
i was sitting in my sisters room trying to tell her my feelings ...i told that she intimidates me even though she is 4 years younger then me...and i told her she can be a big bitch..which is scary. ...instead of asking me about it or aopolgizing after i told her the examples of her preveious acts of bitchyness. she responded by saying "well so are you' .....
blah
i feel like maybe im just looking for reasons to be stressed
but the reasons i come up with seem like pretty good cuases of uber stress ...
...
lastly..
i feel constantly guilty.
over everything. over thoughts that i have. i feel like my mind is constantly running over different things. over my past, recent, current, previous blah blah blah actions.
i feel like ...maybe
i dont deserve to be happy?
or guilt and stress free anyways
.
i guess ill sleep on it .
g'night
here are some current pictures of meh
this one is me and my view from my dorm room in chicago . tra la la
i keep getting angry at people for doing absolutely nothing wrong.
i also keep getting stressed about things that most people my age wouldn't stress about....i think
im also holding grudges with people becuase of things they said in the past that has hurt my feelings and i just can't get over it
=(
blah...
im in michigan by the way. for my spring break. my parents are currently in LA while i take care of my sister.
levis and my 2 year anniversary is coming up april 5th!
and i saw 'Shes the man' today, which was very very funny.
.
but anyways
i was sitting in my sisters room trying to tell her my feelings ...i told that she intimidates me even though she is 4 years younger then me...and i told her she can be a big bitch..which is scary. ...instead of asking me about it or aopolgizing after i told her the examples of her preveious acts of bitchyness. she responded by saying "well so are you' .....
blah
i feel like maybe im just looking for reasons to be stressed
but the reasons i come up with seem like pretty good cuases of uber stress ...
...
lastly..
i feel constantly guilty.
over everything. over thoughts that i have. i feel like my mind is constantly running over different things. over my past, recent, current, previous blah blah blah actions.
i feel like ...maybe
i dont deserve to be happy?
or guilt and stress free anyways
.
i guess ill sleep on it .
g'night
here are some current pictures of meh
this one is me and my view from my dorm room in chicago . tra la la