war
i was going. to write something. that i thought was important.
butithurts.
sheloggedonandiwascompletelyignored.
eyesocketwords. mean nothing.
her lighter stopped working the night she told me to fuck off.
STOP LETTING IT HURT ME.
STOP.IGNORING.ME.
why do i let people make me feel like less than nothing?
becauseiamtothem.
and their belief in my worth as a human being is stronger than mine. at the moment.
i need to fix that.
08.15.05.08.15.05.081505. from 080505.
WHAT I WAS GOING TO WRITE::::::
to those of you who know:
in the face of the most intense terror and adversity you can imagine, you must always maintain your humanity. only then will you survive- and if you were meant to die- only then will you die with dignity.
remember what it is to be human. people desperate and dying in the most grotesque manners, no matter how sickening it is to watch you must remember: to have a soul is to feel. and everyone has a soul. remain conscious of that and things will happen as they should.
to those who don't know:
believe the most crackpot shit you've ever heard. because it's the truth.
i hurt.
butithurts.
sheloggedonandiwascompletelyignored.
eyesocketwords. mean nothing.
her lighter stopped working the night she told me to fuck off.
STOP LETTING IT HURT ME.
STOP.IGNORING.ME.
why do i let people make me feel like less than nothing?
becauseiamtothem.
and their belief in my worth as a human being is stronger than mine. at the moment.
i need to fix that.
08.15.05.08.15.05.081505. from 080505.
WHAT I WAS GOING TO WRITE::::::
to those of you who know:
in the face of the most intense terror and adversity you can imagine, you must always maintain your humanity. only then will you survive- and if you were meant to die- only then will you die with dignity.
remember what it is to be human. people desperate and dying in the most grotesque manners, no matter how sickening it is to watch you must remember: to have a soul is to feel. and everyone has a soul. remain conscious of that and things will happen as they should.
to those who don't know:
believe the most crackpot shit you've ever heard. because it's the truth.
i hurt.