it's been a while...
wow. i haven't updated all semester. geez.
well, it has been one heck of a rough semester, i'll tell you that. i don't think i've ever had so much work in my life. it's not like my classes were that hard, just SO much reading and assignments ALL the time. i study about 8 hours for each church history exam cuz they cover about 1000 years of history, i kid you not.
and then there's the BSU. our director is leaving in a few weeks, which means i get to fill in as interim until the new director comes, which won't be until february most likely. so hooray for more responsibility.
i'm a bit cynical right now so you'll have to forgive me.
health wise i haven't been too great. i'm going in for blood work in a few weeks to see what's wrong with me. i've had symptoms of lupus but not the major ones, some symptoms of fibromyalgia and who knows what else. four years ago i went to the doctor and they did blood work, hooked me up to some machine to observe my heart or something, great fun. never did find out what was wrong. my mom thinks i've got masked depression and am suffering from severe burnout. that i can probably agree with cuz dangit, in college everyone expects you to give them 100% of your time, energy, and commitment ALL the time and when you have upwards of 20 people wanting that from you, you don't last long.
i think that i'm going to write a book about how college is detrimental to students' physical, mental, and emotional health.
ok i will put this site on my favorites page (finally got my own laptop, bought it from taylor for $500!) and write more. hopefully. and maybe i'll be in a better mood soon.
well, it has been one heck of a rough semester, i'll tell you that. i don't think i've ever had so much work in my life. it's not like my classes were that hard, just SO much reading and assignments ALL the time. i study about 8 hours for each church history exam cuz they cover about 1000 years of history, i kid you not.
and then there's the BSU. our director is leaving in a few weeks, which means i get to fill in as interim until the new director comes, which won't be until february most likely. so hooray for more responsibility.
i'm a bit cynical right now so you'll have to forgive me.
health wise i haven't been too great. i'm going in for blood work in a few weeks to see what's wrong with me. i've had symptoms of lupus but not the major ones, some symptoms of fibromyalgia and who knows what else. four years ago i went to the doctor and they did blood work, hooked me up to some machine to observe my heart or something, great fun. never did find out what was wrong. my mom thinks i've got masked depression and am suffering from severe burnout. that i can probably agree with cuz dangit, in college everyone expects you to give them 100% of your time, energy, and commitment ALL the time and when you have upwards of 20 people wanting that from you, you don't last long.
i think that i'm going to write a book about how college is detrimental to students' physical, mental, and emotional health.
ok i will put this site on my favorites page (finally got my own laptop, bought it from taylor for $500!) and write more. hopefully. and maybe i'll be in a better mood soon.