i hate deadlines
i sent nick an email.
"Aside from the occasional (rather rare) get-together with
friends, I am alone and lonely. Waiting for something to
happen is making me sick. Really. I can't sleep. I'm losing
weight again. I shake. Colds and nosebleeds. Acne
breakouts. I look horrible. I feel horrible. I thought that
after semester exams I would be less stressed out, but I'm
not. I talked to your mom, hoping that she could help to
ease my mind... nope.
Your idea of trying to make things better is more like my
idea of just barely maintaining the relationship.
If I am being too demanding, too high-maintenance, too
fussy, too bitchy, too idealistic, then for God's sake,
TELL ME. Stop rolling over and blaming yourself for
everything.
If I don't feel special, wanted, pretty, SOMETHING, by New
Years, well, you know..."
i would appreciate critiques, opinions, ideas, etc.
"Aside from the occasional (rather rare) get-together with
friends, I am alone and lonely. Waiting for something to
happen is making me sick. Really. I can't sleep. I'm losing
weight again. I shake. Colds and nosebleeds. Acne
breakouts. I look horrible. I feel horrible. I thought that
after semester exams I would be less stressed out, but I'm
not. I talked to your mom, hoping that she could help to
ease my mind... nope.
Your idea of trying to make things better is more like my
idea of just barely maintaining the relationship.
If I am being too demanding, too high-maintenance, too
fussy, too bitchy, too idealistic, then for God's sake,
TELL ME. Stop rolling over and blaming yourself for
everything.
If I don't feel special, wanted, pretty, SOMETHING, by New
Years, well, you know..."
i would appreciate critiques, opinions, ideas, etc.